I'm stuck in life and don't know what to do.
I'm a 24M who was pursuing a BTech in mechanical engineering. I was supposed to graduate back in 2024, but I still haven't because of my back papers. In the meantime, I started working in sales at a company. But I just try for anything. The money I got was good enough to pass by comfortably, but I spent everything I got on stupid shit and even started taking small loans, thinking I'll just clear it off by next month. When the time for the exam comes, I don't study, I don't even try. It's not like I find the subjects difficult. Maths used to be my favourite subject, and I even taught people during my highschool time. But now I still have one of my Maths papers to clear. And last month, I was let go because the company was sizing down. Now I'm back home with my parents. No job, no degree, and in debt. I thought I'd maybe live by doing some delivery work or something, but I don't even have the money to start that. My highest priority right now is to clear the exam. But I don't know what to do till then. The only reason I haven't ended it is because I know my father won't hate me for failing, but for giving up.