i am desperately trying to love myself in times of loneliness. they say you should be your own best friend, but when the feelings of loneliness and sadness are so strong, I often dont know what to do. thank u all:)
my buddy who is a therapist and life long friend of mine has always told me i have adhd. many other people ive met in my life have also told me i do, including my student-teaching mentor. i am 27 now and i feel so fucking overwhelmed with feelings as i just got broken up with (its only been 3 months of us together but it was the first “real relationship “ ive had in 7 years). i am tired of going to work (pre k teacher) and being the obedient , happy , character i play every day. i do love my kids but the relational upkeep with my coworkers is exhausting sometimes. i have been working on myself (been sober for a year and 4 months and go to the gym regularly) but i constantly feel lonely and like i am an outcast. i am often struck with feelings of worthlessness and the striking feeling that something is wrong with me. i have always felt this way. is this relatable to any of u guys?
this song is so underrated imo. like its sooo good why is it not that popular?!!