u/idkwhat-im-doin

The princess even told me that this had happened to some other slave. Like she brings this about? The other guy was badgered until he brought legal action and then had a stroke- pretty convenient. I won’t win. There’s nothing I can do except watch. No matter what I end up dead and I guess pretty soon. lol.

I’m working the holiday and my boss refused to give holiday Pto back because she said I’d likely be sick. My work has been involved in this circus. I’m worried. Kinda think they would not mind me not making it. Which could have happened. This past over a year has been awful. I’m exhausted. They’ve taken thousands of dollars from me, wasted my time and nearly made me not alive.

One of my doctors said they told me would not be here until next month. I asked who are they. He just smiled. I was not referred. He referred again to they stating they told me you would do this. I asked what did you say? He just smiled.

This sounds weird I know. I’ve seen these people pull shenanigans. The entire town gets involved. It’s scary.

And it’s best if I’m keto

I tried to follow what he needed, but he was not taking me in a straight line. I kept asking for details to figure out what was going on- this frustrated him. So I just dug through our documents. He ended up needing to go elsewhere. Apparently he was trying to get his life in order because he had just started counseling and they told him that he should get his life in order and we were a part of that.

I apologized to him for taking so long to help him- though his explanation was not helpful- haha. He said overall, I’d rate this as a positive experience which made me laugh because the whole experience was exhausting.

Have a bunch of relatives with higher levels who will never live on their own, never drive, but they speak, and have jobs. One went to college and spoke several languages, but couldn’t really live on his own.

I have a job, am high functioning. I sometimes understand things that nobody else can, and then sometimes I don’t get things that everyone else does.

I’m self diagnosed because I’m old and it takes money and time to get diagnosed. Also most the people I knew as a child are dead, although the family members still living- pretty sure they would confirm a diagnosis- not willingly if they thought it would help me in any way and probably would not talk to a therapist or the person diagnosing me. They would definitely say I was always weird, but then say I was smart as well.

I fit all the criteria. And I don’t want any benefits because I am able to work. It’s kind of high level too, although whether I actually do any good is debatable.

Anyway, apologies to higher levels. I’m sorry that I fit under the umbrella with you. I wish there was help for all of us.