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I’m 20(F) I live w my mom. My dad passed about 6 years ago. I’ve got no friends or family. I was diagnosed with depression since I was 12. Still got it. Today I told my mom something as little as to change lanes to go faster since the car in front of us was really slow and we were already late for an eye appointment (I was late w getting ready). She got mad at me and started yelling and cussing. I got called a “bitch” at least 10 times. Then she gassed up the car in anger. I felt unsafe so I asked her to stop and she started hitting me as she’s driving. Punched my neck, scratched me, twisted my arm and honestly I hit her back as self defense and she parked the car and opened the door and continued yelling. Once we reached the doctors office she said I don’t want you under my insurance (I don’t work currently) and I canceled my appointment and left. She kept calling me to come back. I didn’t. Even the doctor called me so I went ahead with it but even after that, the entire drive back home I was blamed for all of it. No apologies or understanding.

Mind you this woman has kicked me in the stomach, back and pushed me off of flight of hardwood stairs in the middle of the night just because I said I didn’t find her bf comfortable especially just 3 years into my dads death since I was still grieving him. I was 17. And when I make her count these things, she said “it’s life, it happens”…I don’t have the option to move out because I have 0 bucks to my name. Idk what to do.

So a loss of a parent changes people entirely. I lost my dad at a young age, I’m currently 21, living with my mom. I have no friends or family, lost all due to my depression and just people weren’t there for me when I needed them. So I cut them off. But I have a bf of almost 3 years. He has everything I don’t. At times I get jealous of it and I grieve not only the loss of my dad but also of a life that I could’ve had but never did. This jealousy at times feels like it’s a thin line between hatred and envy. I’m not sure if anyone else feels like so but it really bugs me that I’m here fighting to just find normalcy in my life whereas my partner is living his best life that is filled with love and support. I’m quite on and off with my mother since we both grieve a lot and tend to clash. And on those days I feel so alone, like I have nowhere to go. My bf understands me and talks to me about my struggles but I wish I had a normal life, it really hurts.

Anyone had Brett robblee for isds 351? If so how is the class and the professor

Yo I’m tryna know how the interviews for this job go. If someone has recently applied to the career ambassador student assistant job, lmk pls!