u/its_just_gail7

Sometimes I feel unworthy of anything, and often a lot of the occasions in my life seem to prove it.

Let's start with losing the affection of a mother, that's the most genuine form of love.

Losing her, and growing up with grandparents, who didn't understand a teenager, I was lonely.

Overly sensitive and obsessed with love interests who turned me down , most of them just see me as a tool, and from that I lost my self respect.

Just wish I knew what love is supposed to feel like.

Consultancy firms range from sector to sector. Those in health mostly flourish because health is an important indicator for a nation to prosper.

How about commerce related consultancy, how do those businesses flourish, especially when starting one from scratch.

As a Namibian myself, starting a business seems like the best way to avoid living paycheck to paycheck.

Like at work by my desk, a lot of tasks come in , from seniors, and ontop of what is already on my table , i tend to start and then immediately get side tracked , either I pick up my phone and completely do something opposite from what's required.

Why can't I see the urgency at hand , why can't I focus, any thoughts?

Does this relate to a psychological disorder maybe?