Having a hard time
Hi all im iacklvnn kinda having a hard time im 50 yo mtf ladie who ives as i was meant to full time as my transition progress my son who i am extremley close with and run a buisness with is having a harder and harder time with everything we also ive toqether i understand this is hard for him i did raise him and i wasnt the most tollarant overconpensating self hating man to say the least so i quess this is carma mavbe idk i iust know i am having some darker thoughts as of late and nedded to get some of this out before i explode or worse i am alone in this live in small town indiana and at the moment trying to find a theripist waiting on a cpl calls back i so far have been ok with everything but this is about to kil me my hart hutrs cause i see his pain and knowing i am the one causing it makes it even worse any way i feel alittle better typing this time tonget back out in the heat and work i guess thanks for reading