u/jobommmm

I’m only 16 and this is about a small job, it’s my second one. I’m a barista at starbucks, It’s complicated to quit because my two siblings also work with me. But I really don’t like it, I dread going there, I have money saved up and I plan on continuing to save it but do I stay here? If I wait till Oct. it’d be a year there but I really don’t know if I can do it for that long. It’s a lot and the customers at my location are very entitled but that’s just the whole district anyway Jobs for 16 year olds are tight now and I don’t know what job I’d have in the next year or so, do I quit soon or just wait till I make it there a year.

I’m (16f) not a big friend person in general, i’m a big homebody, I used to be okay having no friends, sometimes it would get very lonely but for the most part I was okay. Out of luck I got this bigger friend group and it was amazing, I even went to a missions trip with them, after the pastor making many changes everyone kind of split up and we don’t keep in touch, we’ve tried but too much stuff has happened in the church that caused us all to just fall apart. Now that I’ve lost them I feel more alone than ever, I don’t have any friends at all, I felt what it was like to have a close knit group from the first time and I don’t know if I’ll ever feel that way again. I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried finding friends and it’ll work for like a week and it just falls apart.

I’ll try to keep it short, i’m at a loss, i’m 16f. I already live in a place I can’t really stand, I wish I could change my outlook on it and I try everyday. I’ve lost all my friends because of the changes my church has been making (& i’m homeschooled). My church even took away all opportunities to help people such as our mission trips and couple day retreats to help people. In my life, If I don’t help people what’s the point yk. I work at a job I really really want to quit, I’m scared my parents will be mad if I do, I have money saved though, it’s starbucks and I really want to find another job, a LOT of the customers are entitled. Of course I’m not ungrateful for my life because I’m very very thankful, I feel guilty even writing this, but working is effecting my mental health, having no friends at all, living in this place, it’s so hard to get up and not want to sleep forever with the way my life is right now