u/juicyberrybabe

I can picture the scene clearly in my head, but when I try to write it down everything suddenly feels flat. I either describe too little and the settings feels empty or too much and it starts sounding forced. Dialogue and characters come easier to me but settings always slow me down.

Lately I've been handling way more than what I was originally hired for. It's gotten to the point where it feels like I'm doing the work of 2 roles, but my title and pay haven't changed at all. At first I tried to just push through it, thinking it was temporary but it's been going on for a while now. I don't want to seem like I'm complaining but it's starting to feel unsustainable.

held the door open for someone earlier because they were right behind me, and they just walked through without saying a single word. Not even a nod or quick smile.. just straight through like I was part of the building or a doorman lmao. For like 2 secs I regretted being polite at all, but honestly I'd prolly still do it again next time without thinking especially with the elder, pwd, pregnant, or maybe still with normal people without thinking twice.

It's my first time going to Tokyo solo and I'm honestly a bit nervous about the train system. My last visit was 8 yrs ago. it looks super efficient but I'm worried I'll mess up and end up completely lost in the wrong station. I'll have a Suica and google maps but still feels intimidating from the outside.

I'm planning to go for a bigger SUV thinking the extra space would worth it. However, I'm overthinking with gas costs, and how annoying parkin can be especially in tighter spots. It will be comfortable on road trips and when you actually really need the space but daily driving feels like more effort. I'm wondering if it is worth it or should I go for something easier to live with day to day.

I'll wash and dry everything no problem but the folding part is where everything falls apart. Clothes just sit there in a pile way longer than they should. Sometimes I'll pick pieces out of the pile instead of actually putting them away.. it's not even hard. I just can't bring myself to do it right away.

I swear i pick it up thinking I'll just check something quick and then suddenly I'm doing everything except what I was supposed to do. It starts with "let me just look this up" and then somehow it turns into scrolling, watching, or multitasking random stuff. Even when I have actual work waiting, the ipad somehow feels like the easier option to open. Then I end up doing the work later while feeling guilty for wasting time on it. It's useful.. just not always for what I originally planned

Not a big life change or anything, just something simple I started doing. I was keeping my space a bit more organized instead of letting things pile up like before. Even small stuff like putting things back right away after I use or clearing my desk at the end of the day help. I noticed that I can think clearly when things are in order unlike before that I feel rushed and chaotic especially when i am cramming. It sound simple but it actually made my day feel less chaotic.

moved to a new place and didn't realize how hard it would be to meet people without school or a set routine. I'm not super outgoing so just "putting myself out there" feels vague and kinda intimidating. I've tried a few things but nothing really stuck yet. Looking for realistic ways people actually made friends, not just generic advice.