u/julius_juuklius

Im 19m 5'4 at 170 pounds (don't worry i can lose weight healthily and will continue to) I want to be a jockey more than anything but I am unsure if it's possible to get my weight down enough and build the muscles even if i go as lean as possible with the muscles I still fear i'll weigh to much but I honestly have no other dream that seems fulfilling so can I ever realistically do it or should I take a pillow and blanket to keep dreaming.

Im looking for a LEGAL way to purchase the game but not on steam since I want the nsfw scenes

I have deleted my stash and left alot of porn communities but I also fall when im alone and there is another stopping me from pulling up a site and losing against the addiction i just need a blocker that's trustworthy.