My best friend stopped talking to me
I'll try to make this as short as possible, so basically I (22F) had this best friend (23F), we were friends for few years, we were inseparable, exactly what you imagine as "best friends" but for some magical reason she stopped talking to me 4 months ago.. it started when my now ex-bf broke up with me, I was at my lowest at that time I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep I was just crying and she is living with me so she was here with me first two nights and then left to her boyfriend's place and since then we haven't really talked, after maybe 3 weeks I texted her that I'll have other friend of mine sleeping at our place because I was scared I might hurt myself if I'm alone for another night and she got mad and answered with like 30 texts about how she don't want random people to sleep here (which she never had problem with before) and that I can be alone for few hours and she can stop by the next day and I tried to explain that I really can't be alone because I know myself but she just wouldn't listen and after that I tried to talk to her about it and about us few times and she always just told me it made her feel like I ignored her boundaries but she is tired/sick/whatever other reason and don't feel like talking about it any further now and after few attempts I gave up trying to talk it out so we don't talk at all now but I feel so alone, I lost 2 most important people at the same time and I just don't know what to do..I don't want to beg someone to be friend with me but I feel like I deserve at least an explanation or something..I don't know