I just don't like my immature underdeveloped body. It's like I never went through puberty or something. I sometimes feel like maybe I'm just not a woman, but something inhumane. I wish I could be a woman who had weight on her bones, a decent chest, at least SOME fucking hip, I probably look like I can't even give birth without complications.
I just don't like my immature underdeveloped body. It's like I never went through puberty or something. I sometimes feel like maybe I'm just not a woman, but something inhumane.
It's ugly and annoying, anyone with boykisser humor is also usually annoying and just a femboy fuckboy. I can't fucking stand that ugly creature. I'd be so mad if I was in a specific community and I was represented by this smug furry cat thing that gets used in the most annoying, unfunny memes ever. You can't go two seconds liking a dude without some bastard sending a boykisser image with the ":3" on the side. Now ":3" I don't really mind, it's a cute face when it's not a direct connotation to that boykisser thing.
I remember seeing that ugly fuck all over the place when it first got popular. "You like boy? Ooh, you boykisser now! Haha funni boyksisesr boykisser boykisser!" SHUT THE FUCK UP OH MY GOD I CAN;T
Do not come under this post complaining about how there have been many posts like mine. I'll add to the group of people who also hate that ugly, atrocious, diabolical thing.
The little 3 fingered thing is supposed to be me but frog. I like frogs, they're my favorite creatures. The one eyed creature is a representation of my head feeling so full of thought. The singular eye represents me feeling as though there is only one strict way to go. Push, or die, get left behind. And sometimes, the latter feels best.
Summary of this drawing I made:
The struggles of having a full head every second of every day, "what ifs", "whys", "hows", "whats". Everyday is a question for the future to answer, and the future's answers scares me. Not just those, but the anger I have about the world, the sadness, the concerns. Where things are going in my life and in the general world's life.
I don't want to deal with pain, or being afraid, constantly being on a mode of fight or flight.
(Sorry if the image looks weird, my phone was on low battery and I had to use an app that would let me bypass flash restrictions)
Sorry if this is hard to read, if anyone reads it. Writing is hard.
Just say unattractive or ugly, chopped is corny as fuck and not to mention, why do we need yet another word to hatefully describe people?
It's annoying that every new year, we have new terms for stuff, and this just happened to be one of them mostly utilized by the younger gen Z and more than likely gen Alpha. It's so annoying, it's not even because it's rude, it just sounds fucking stupid.
"HHAHA XYZ IS CHOPPED"
How does this possibly not sound ridiculous. You'd be better off just calling someone a ball of round dung beetle shit at that point.
Edit: I'm not a fossil
Yes, I have looked stuff up online, but I want to know from other people on a personal level what their best advice is. I did hear from a friend that starting out, I should try a joint or a glass bowl, I also hear online that it's best to either do CBD or CBD with low THC blend. I also heard that synthetics are a bad idea as well as edibles, so I'll stay away from that as long as it's the best choice to do.
Also, I'd like to know the risks that come with it. I have looked into things, but still just wanna know so that I can better pace myself. How much should I be looking to do at a time, so that I get high enough but not to the point I start seizing, you know what I mean?
Any advice except, "don't smoke" is greatly appreciated.
