Should I stop being myself ?
Nen konchem ammayiltho no contact lo perigina manishini slowly becoming normal in society edho casual ga akkadakkada matladuthunna.
But I noticed mellaga at some point they feel safe enough to open up about past trauma and I'm there for them or I try to be.
Asalu idhi anukuntunnandhuke sigguga undhi kaani.
Am I that safe of a guy? Ante it's not that i dislike being the safe guy but naaku konchem insecure feel osthundhi, nen brother la, odharpuki thappa panikirana..
Ante deepest darkest stuff naaku cheppukuntunnaru, do they just see me as a harmless brother who comforts them.
Alanti brother ga vandha mandhikaina ok but nen pursue chedham anukunna ammailtho kuda idhe jaruguthundhi.
Valla badha cheptharu, boyfriend godavalu, sexual abuse, creepy men, rape and after that I cannot bring myself to think of them sexually cause antha badha cheppukunnaka nen kuda creep la behave chesthunna emo ani complete egg shells medha nadustha valla mundhu, istam unna champeskunta endhukule safe ani feel ayyi badha cheppukunte love givvu anukuntaru ani.
Idhantha ippudu endhuku chepthunna ante.
Mellaga daridramaina alochanalu osthunnai avi aapadanike, Elanti alochanalu ante "should I start becoming uncaring or rude or stop being the nice and open book safe guy so that woman atleast think of me as a romantic option instead of just a brother?"
Nannu nenu marchukune mundhu I need to know some other perspective than whatever is on my mind right now.
TLDR: becoming the safe space guy who can listen to their worries for every woman I try to pursue. Should I stop being the nice and understanding guy to make woman atleast see me as a romantic option instead of just as a harmless guy they can open up to?