u/kannuli

This is gonna sound random and slightly manic maybe. But I feel like we are all less hopeful or spiraling or have given up in some way.

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Yesterday, my cousin and I were talking about a documentary on Netflix and how crazy everything has become. It led to us just talking about the times we live in and everything going on in the world. She made a comment about how our state is in a severe drought/water restrictions and said it is what it is. We're all gonna die someday. She's been following it heavy on the news. Her vibe is just sorta like we already live in hell anyways.

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This isn't the exact point of this post and I promise I'm fine. I'm in therapy and feeling a lot better. But I went through a terrible break up at the beginning of the year had a literal mental breakdown. Ended up medicated for the first time in my life. We talked about that too. I feel that my vibe has changed also. Like, we work, we try to stay mentally sane, we die. It's whatever.

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I have another friend who always wanted to get married. But lately when he talks about it, he has been so nonchalant. He'll say, "yeah, I'll just propose one day". "We'll just go to courthouse whenever". He has a long term girlfriend who he loves. She has said he just seems depressed lately. And he's one of my strong friends.

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I say this to say, are we actually okay? Are we all experiencing some form of hopelessness or depression? What is actually going on? This just feels so different from years ago. Was it covid? The political climate? The pedophiles just going rampant? We crack jokes about alternate reality stuff but is this real life now? Why does it feel so doomish?

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Sorry for typos. Just random thoughts and posting from my phone.

Malcolm Landgraab had a baby with Dina Caliente named Virginia. Virginia is having a baby with Alexander Goth to have the richest baby in my town. Its gonna be the first heir to the throne! I'm going to make her royalty. And I just want Dina's features. I just rolled for the 25th time and this child still doesnt have blonde hair and green eyes. I wanna crash out!

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I have the better genetics mod. So I've gotten every combination except green and blonde. Its had Malcolm's grey eyes more than green. Just whyyyy.

I've been getting mixed answers online but if I cover where they are spawing at the outpost with a tree will that stop them from spawning? I caught 8 in boats and they kept spawning.