I had an art the clown plush that looked like this and I must have dropped him downtown :( either in Chinatown or in princes island park. If anyone finds it I’m sure he’s cold and sad and wants to come back home <3 it’s a long shot but thank you
The last time I made a post about sobriety, I was 62 days into sobriety last year. I did end up, dropping it and had a rough time at the end of last year, but I picked it back up early this year.
My last post is about how I was 62 days sober and nobody cared and I didn’t feel any better. I could not be more happy to say that everything has changed now. I do feel much better. I don’t wanna go back to drinking. I guess I miss the social aspect of it, but I don’t have any more cravings and there really is no part of me that even wants to get drunk anymore.
I’m so happy and grateful to be away from it and I know that I’m strong enough to support myself through this, and that feels also like just such a blessing.
Even though me and my mom have a really hard relationship, and things aren’t great with us, we aren’t in contact anymore, maybe a day like today is the day that I would try to reach for a bottle, but I feel strong enough where that is not a Mental option for me anymore.
Wishing everyone else here, a loving Mother’s Day, whether or not that’s the love in you and your mother‘s relationship, or the love that you have to support yourself.
Yesterday I was playing and I went to go smoke a little bit and when I came back the game made me feel uncomfortable/scared lmao.
Very weird experience, best way I could describe it is that I felt guilty for creating these miniature little beings with consciousness for my entertainment. One of my miis was talking to me and I got a weird pit in my stomach and had to stop playing till later when I sobered up. I was still able to work on my island building for the time being.
Even now that I’m not like in that mindset, I’m having difficulty describing exactly how I was feeling, but something in the moment made me feel so off put and weirded out when they were trying to talk to me.
First time for everything I guess haha.