u/krishagraiya

B2 rn

Rank pushing for S1

Her Abyss#AWE

Her Abyss#AWE

I don’t make friends in games anymore.

I’ve met both good people and absolute garbage through gaming, but honestly I’m just tired of it now.

I had a toxic friend who treated every match like a rank competition. I used to play with 100-1000 ms ping spikes because I couldn’t afford Wi-Fi, and when I told him that, his response was literally “lol.” I always appreciated his gameplay, hyped him up when he played well, but he never did the same for me. My older friends kept telling me, “he’s not your friend.” They were right.

After taking a 2-month break from Valorant, I came back rusty and played badly in a Gold lobby. Instead of helping me get back into the game, I got flamed and abused for being “trash.” I actually cried after that and switched to the SG server just to avoid the toxicity.

Sometimes I genuinely wonder: why are Indian gaming lobbies so toxic? It feels like everyone is trying to prove they’re better than everyone else, even when the other person is already struggling.

Now I don’t even enjoy duo queueing with my bros anymore. The game that used to be fun just feels exhausting.

I want to say more, but I know if I keep typing I’ll probably start crying again.

My umbrella can’t shield me from my own tears.

The same tears made me walk away.

B3-gold

See i have no access to my laptop so I'm playing valorant mobile

Join me!

MindinAwe

Rank:- Platinum 3

I'm a Valorant player who plays on a laptop with a Logitech G300s mouse on a wooden table covered with a bedsheet. I've never really had any issues, but my friends kept recommending that I buy a mouse pad, saying I'd be amazed by the difference.

So I ordered a deskpad from Amazon (sold by Zeta Customs) for ₹564 on 5 July. It was supposed to be delivered on 14 July, but I still haven't received it. Today I got an SMS from Blue Dart saying the expected delivery date is 20 July.

It's a prepaid order, so I'm starting to wonder if I got scammed or if this kind of delay is normal.

I'm a Valorant player who plays on a laptop with a Logitech G300s mouse on a wooden table covered with a bedsheet. I've never really had any issues, but my friends kept recommending that I buy a mouse pad, saying I'd be amazed by the difference.

So I ordered a deskpad from Amazon (sold by Zeta Customs) for ₹564 on 5 July. It was supposed to be delivered on 14 July, but I still haven't received it. Today I got an SMS from Blue Dart saying the expected delivery date is 20 July.

It's a prepaid order, so I'm starting to wonder if I got scammed or if this kind of delay is normal.