u/kuruss524

Living with my two elderly parents and an autistic brother.

We barely use our inverter aircon now. Maaga na nagpapatay ng aircon. Ni di namin magamit na kahit super init na.

We barely even use lights na. I don't even play as much as sa computer nowadays just to save up on electricity.

We even had a three hour brownout. And they said na baba sila ng singil.

And they had the fucking gall to give us a bill... From 9k to 9.2k

Somehow all that pagtitipid namin and they said na 2 percent increase pa kami.

Tangina na lang eh. I'm still waiting sa details ng bill but from online according sa consumption namin from 586 kwh (nagsimula na kami magtipid) to 596 kwh. Somehow all that pagtitipid and we still have an Increase!

What a fucking joke. Feel na feel ko either sira etong pinalitan nila na metro last year, they are somehow tampering with it, or something is really wrong na talaga.

This is beyond ridiculous na.

I was excited to find that there is a free vasectomy being offered by a foundation. I got so excited nangulit ako na makakuha ng spot. I secured a spot for today and even if the venue is quite far away, I pushed through because finally I could have this decision that I wanted in my life.

I went through the motions and patiently waited in the queue. The staff were super accommodating and kind. But when it was turn, the bad news happened.

Turns out one of my testicles was too high up the doctor couldn't get the vans deferens out. I also couldn't get my body to relax so tension pulled the tubes so far in it was impossible to even grab then. We ended up aborting the operation. Doc said I will come back for a month and a bunch of recommendations were made to hopefully get it relaxed. They also recommended me to lose some weight as it can really affect my chances.

What saddened me was when they recommended a hospital they warned me that I would probably be rejected for a sleep anesthesia due to my hyperthyroid issue.

It just frustrates me how my body is becoming fucked up now. I got hyperthyroid but I am getting fatter. I have high blood pressure so surgery is dangerous. And now this one big decision were others so quick and it didn't bother them, and mine failed.

I am determined to lose weight for the next month. So much I am willing to be freaking desperate if need be. But at age 33... This is just a little disappointed. The pain from the scrotal insertion is gone now. But the weight of the failure hangs on me as I go home.

Literally been playing for 112 hours and I'm enjoying my time in the endgame. I love the variety of gameplay I can do while I shoot around the ruins of New York. The story and its theme are all right, but I'm really excited for the gun customization and I like the idea of slowly building my gear while keeping this tactical spec ops to go with my agent.

I love the current selection of guns available in the game, but my god is it so difficult to find a particular gun with the right stats! The recalibration station can only change one stat, so if I do find a gun that I actually like I have to check the talents to ensure that my character isn't too bad when fighting with endgame content, especially with friends.

Like right now... All I want is get a G36C. Not for stats but for its looks. And I just want to have the right talent so it can still fit my playstyle. But so far the current system in this game makes it almost finding a decent G36C to even be a chore. And I have to wait a damn week just for a chance that maybe the vendor will sell the lvl 34 version of the gun!

Anyways. I find the variety of activities enjoyable, but the hunt for a specific weapon or gear is infuriating.

Played just a week ago and I am enjoying the gameplay so far. I am now at the lvl 30 slowing getting know the endgame content.

For the lolz I wanted to focus in finding two specific weapons for my character: tactical AR and the super 90 SBS.

Now at the blueprint shop there is a crafting blueprint for the shotgun but it is only at gear score 202

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So I want to ask: should I wait for the 256 GS version or is it okay to buy the 202 then just optimize it?

And also, what is the maximum gear score for crafting gear?

Thanks everyone.