Did philosophical pessimism make you more misanthropic or compassionate?

I get the impression that philosophical pessimism can lead to two different attitudes: a greater aversion toward humanity, or greater compassion for human beings and other sentient beings capable of suffering (sometimes both overlapping).

Although misanthropy can mean withdrawal, disillusionment, or aversion toward humanity without necessarily implying cruelty, I see many people (especially online) who identify as pessimists but use pessimism to justify hatred or violence toward others. If existence is marked by suffering, frustration, and dissatisfaction, that seems like a reason to reduce the suffering of others, rather than to wish for or celebrate their suffering. After all, aren't we all fellow sufferers, trapped under the same burden?

After discovering philosophical pessimism, did you become more misanthropic, more compassionate, or some combination of the two?

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u/lacrimisisfinti — 14 days ago

The pathologization of pessimism

>"Today’s psychiatry operates under the assumption that this health and adjustment is the highest goal one can aspire to. Depression, angst, a refusal to eat, and so forth, are taken without exception to be marks of a pathological condition, and are treated accordingly. In many cases, however, these phenomena are indications of a deeper, more immediate experience of what life is all about, bitter fruits of the genius of the mind or emotion, which is at the root of every antibiological tendency. It is not the soul that is ill, but its defense mechanism that either fails or is abjured because it is considered—correctly—as a betrayal of man’s most potent gift"
— Peter Wessel Zapffe, The Last Messiah

Whenever someone dismantles an illusion to which we have become attached, our immediate reaction is often to feel offended, almost as though something had been stolen from us. Pessimistic thought, being perhaps the most uncompromising destroyer of illusions, therefore requires the pessimist to be conscious of the destructive force of his words and of the reaction they will, to a greater or lesser extent, naturally provoke. An ordinary person cannot confront such ideas without some degree of revolt, without feeling personally attacked, and therefore tends to regard the pessimist not merely as unpleasant, but as pathological—as someone who needs treatment. If the argument cannot be refuted, then discredit the person through pathology instead. And this reaction can be found even in intellectual environments that ought to be committed to rigorous debate.

Yet this dismissal does not withstand even a simple examination of the historical record. Many of the major figures associated with philosophical pessimism and antinatalism lived psychologically robust, sociable, and even physically vigorous lives: enduring marriages, lasting friendships, strenuous or dangerous physical pursuits, and, in some cases, a remarkable zest for life well into old age. If personal sadness were the source of pessimism, such examples should be difficult to account for. Schopenhauer, despite regarding asceticism and the denial of the will as the highest expression of his ethics, enjoyed life as far as he could. According to accounts from those who knew him closely, Zapffe often went through life with a smile on his face. There are countless other examples. And even those who ended their own lives, such as Mainländer, did so consciously and in accordance with convictions they regarded as the logical conclusions of their own philosophies—not necessarily because they were clinically depressed, overwhelmed by despair, or suffering from some supposed “chemical disorder” of the brain.

Nietzsche himself contributed to the tendency to interpret philosophy through physiology by arguing that our philosophical outlook is conditioned, at least in part, by our bodily constitution. For Nietzsche, the pessimist is indeed sick—but not because he recognizes the suffering inherent in the world. In that respect, Nietzsche often regarded the pessimist as fundamentally correct. The sickness, in his view, lies in the pessimist’s attitude toward life, which diminishes his power and capacity for affirmation. Yet the diagnosis of the world as something fundamentally dreadful is already present in Nietzsche himself. In The Gay Science, he writes: “If we had not welcomed the arts and invented this kind of cult of the untrue, the insight into general untruth and mendaciousness [...] would be unbearable for us. Honesty would lead to nausea and su1c1d3. [...] As an aesthetic phenomenon, existence is still bearable.”

Perhaps, then, it is not the rejection of life that produces most of the suffering in the world, but rather an unqualified and unreflective attachment to it. Some of the most destructive forms of human existence arise precisely from those who love life without reservation, without critical distance, and without any willingness to question it. A pessimist could therefore turn the accusation on its head and say: “The truly sick are those who affirm life at any cost. They are euphoric patients laughing while wallowing in misery, delusionals who need to invent a spirit behind the world, believe that art will redeem them, or imagine that there is a God who listens to them. They need treatment.” Yet this reversal is rarely taken seriously. And when even those few who refuse to reduce pessimism to a pathology still treat it with such superficiality and condescension, it becomes difficult to expect the broader public to stop regarding pessimism as nothing more than a mental disorder.

[Based on essays by Luciano Duarte and Fernando Olszewski]

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u/lacrimisisfinti — 24 days ago

Ryūnosuke Akutagawa mentions Mainländer in his last letter.

"No one has yet written candidly of the mental state of one who is to commit suicide. This may be due to the self-respect of the suicide victim, or perhaps a lack of psychological interest in his own state of mind. In this, my final letter to you, I will endeavour to make clear my mental state. But even if I should fail to convey my motives to you accurately, I will still be satisfied in the attempt. In one of his short stories, Régnier depicts a man who commits suicide, but does not himself understand for what reason. You can find many motivations for suicide in the police section of the newspaper, from fiscal hardship or ill health to mental anguish. In my experience these do not represent the totality of motives, but only speak of the journey towards the true reason. Those who commit suicide are for the most part as Régnier depicted, unaware of their real motivation. Suicide, as with all our actions, involves a complexity of motives. In my case, I am driven by, at the very least, a vague sense of unease: some indistinct sense of unease towards my future. It is possible that you will not be able to take me at my word. Ten years of experience have taught me that for those who are not my close and constant acquaintances, my words dissipate like a song in the wind. So I would not blame you...

For the past two years I have thought incessantly of death. It was also during this period that I read Mainländer, whose work has become deeply ingrained in my consciousness. Iam certain that Mainländer quite ingeniously depicts the journey towards death, couched in abstract words. I want to depict the same in a more concrete form. I have no greater desire than this, not even sympathy to my family. This might seem to you nothing less than 'inhuman,' but if you deem me inhuman, know that I am only superficially so.

I am duty bound to write all this honestly (I feel that I have already made every effort to examine my vague sense of unease towards my future in 'A Fool’s Life.' In it, I deliberately chose not to write about a certain social factor whose shadow still hangs over me –the feudal era. This is because we humans are even today living in its shadow to some extent. I tried to write only of the scenery, lighting, and actors –for the most part my own acting –that appeared on other stages than that one. Besides, I could not but entertain doubts as to whether I myself could clearly understand this social condition while living in the midst of it). My primary concern was howto die in such a way as to minimize suffering. Hanging is, of course, the most appropriate method for this purpose. But when I lingered on the image of my own dangling form, I was overcome by a lavish feeling of aesthetic disgust (I remember a time when Iloved a certain woman, but lost my feelings towards her when I found her to be a poor writer). Drowning, too, could in no way achieve my goal, as I am an able swimmer. Even in the unlikely even that I succeeded, it would prove more painful than hanging. The thought of throwing myself beneath a train evoked in me more than anything that sense of aesthetic revulsion. Death by a pistol or a knife held the potential for failure due to the trembling of my hands. Leaping from a building would no doubt be unsightly. Based on these considerations, I settled upon death brought on by a drug. It is possible that death by a drug may be more painful than hanging. However, aside from the fact that I find it less abhorrent than hanging, it also holds the benefit that there is no danger of resuscitation. There only remained the issue that procuring such a drug would be, needless to say, no simple task for me. I set myself upon suicide, and resolved to use every means at my disposal to acquire the drug. At the same time, I tried to gain what knowledge I could of toxicology.

My thoughts then turned to where I would take my life. My family would have to rely on my inheritance after my death: a meagre property that would amount to only one hundred tsubo of land, my house, the rights to my work, and my savings of two thousand yen. I was anxious about my house becoming unmarketable because of my suicide, and accordingly felt a sense of envy towards the bourgeois who had even a single country house. You might find my saying such a thing quite ridiculous. But when thinking of these matters, one in reality feels a deep sense of awkwardness. It is an unavoidable awkwardness. I wanted make every effort to kill myself in such a way that no one outside my family would see my corpse.

Even after I had settled on the means, however, I found I still clung to life in some limited way. Accordingly, I needed a springboard to propel me into death (I do not believe as the westerners do that suicide is a sin. In the Buddhist scriptures, the Buddha affirms the suicide of one of his disciples. Some who distort the truth to cater to public sentiment might say that this applies only in circumstances where such assent is 'unavoidable.' But seen from another perspective, these 'unavoidable' circumstances are not just the extreme cases where one would inevitably die a more miserable death. Anyone who chooses to take their own life does so as a result of circumstances which are, to them, 'unavoidable.' If anything, those who do it before that point must have an abundance of courage). When all is said and done, it is typically a woman who fills the role of this springboard. Kleist, prior to taking his own life, solicited his friends to become his companions. Racine also tried to cast himself into the river Seinetogether with Molière and Boileau. Unfortunately I have no such friends as these, so I merely tried to convince a woman with whom I was acquainted to die by my side. This, however, turned out to be a proposal she could not undertake for my sake, and I soon became confident that I could take my life without a springboard. This did not come about from despair that no one wished to die with me; rather, I was becoming increasingly sentimental, and even if my wife would be bereaved of me in death, I wanted to be considerate towards her. At the same time, I knew that killing myself would be simpler without an accomplice. What’s more, there was doubtlessly a convenience in being able to take my life at the time of my choosing.

My final device was to end my life insuch a way that my family would not notice before the deed was done. After several months of preparation, I attained a certain confidence that I would be able to do so (I cannot write these details here for the sake of those people who care about me. But even if I did write it here, it is certain that no charge as ludicrous as 'aiding and abetting suicide' would ever be created under our law. If this law were applied, how the number of criminals would increase! Even if the pharmacies, gun shops, and razor sellers claimed that they did not know, as long as our words and expressions betray our true intentions they would receive some measure of suspicion. Besides, society and the law and such have themselves necessitated this aiding and abetting of suicide. Inthe end what kind hearts most of these criminals would have!). I carried out these preparations calmly, and now merely entertain myself with the thought of death. My mood before it is for the most part as Mainländer wrote.

We are human animals and thus fear death as animals do. The so-called 'will to live' is nothing more than a different name for animal instinct. I am but one of these human animals, and when I observe my loss of interest in food and women, I realize I have gradually lost this animal instinct. Now I reside in a world of diseased nerves, as translucent as ice. Last night I spoke with a prostitute about her wages (!) and felt deeply the pathos of we humans who 'live for the sake of living' If we can submit ourselves to that eternal slumber, we can doubtlessly win ourselves peace, if perhaps not happiness, but I had doubts as to when I would be brave enough to take my life. In this state, nature has only become more beautiful than ever to me. You love the beauty of nature, and would no doubt scoff at my contradictions. But nature is beautiful precisely because it falls upon eyes that will not appreciate it for much longer. I have seen, loved, and understood more than others. This alone grants me some measure of solace in the midst of insurmountable sorrows. Please keep this letter from being made public for several years after my death. It is possible that I may take my life in a way that appears to be a natural death.

PS. Reading the life of Empedocles, I realized what an ancient desire it is to make oneself a god. As far as I can tell, this letter does not attempt that. No, I exist only as a mundane human being. Perhaps you recall twenty years ago when we discussed 'Empedocles on Etna' under the linden trees. At that time, I was one who fanciedhimself a god"

— Ryūnosuke Akutagawa, A Note to a Certain Old Friend (1927)

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u/lacrimisisfinti — 1 month ago

Mainländer on the Substitution of Religion and the Overcoming of Bourgeois Pessimism

"Pessimistic philosophy will be to the coming period of history what the pessimistic religion of Christianity was to the period that has passed.

The sign upon our banner is not the crucified Savior, but the Angel of Death with great, calm, gentle eyes, borne by the dove of the thought of redemption: fundamentally, it is the same sign.

The most beautiful blossom, or rather, the noblest fruit of Schopenhauer’s philosophy is the denial of the Will to Life. It will increasingly be recognized that only on the basis of this doctrine can there seriously be any question of philosophy taking the place of religion, of allowing it to penetrate even into the lowest strata of the people.

What did philosophy, before Schopenhauer, offer to the human heart crying aloud for redemption? Either miserable fantasies concerning God, the immortality of the soul, substance, accidents—in short, a stone; or careful, exceedingly acute, and entirely necessary investigations into the faculty of cognition. But what does a human being ask for in moments of astonishment at himself, when reflection gains the upper hand and a quiet, sorrowful voice speaks within him:

I live—and know not how long;
I die—and know not when;
I depart—and know not where.

does he ask about the subjective forms, space and time, the law of causality, and the synthesis of a manifold of intuition? The heart wants something to which it can cling, an unshakable foundation amid the storm of life, bread, and bread again, for its hunger.

Because Christianity satisfied this hunger, Greek philosophy, in its struggle against it, had to succumb; and because Christianity provided an unshakable foundation when everything was wavering and trembling, while philosophy was the scene of barren quarrels and furious conflict, the most distinguished spirits often threw themselves, crippled in wing and exhausted, into the arms of the Church. But now one can no longer believe, and because one can no longer believe, one casts away, together with the miracles and mysteries of religion, its indestructible core: the truth of salvation.

Complete indifferentism takes possession of men's minds, which Kant very aptly called 'the mother of chaos and night.' This indestructible core of the Christian religion Schopenhauer has now seized with a strong hand and carried into the temple of science as a sacred fire, which will burst forth as a new light for humanity and spread throughout all lands; for it is of such a nature that it can inspire individuals and masses alike and set their hearts ablaze.

>'Then religion will have fulfilled its vocation and completed its course: it will be able to release the generation that has been guided to maturity, while itself peacefully passing away. This will be the euthanasia of religion.' (Parerga II, 361)

A philosophy that wishes to take the place of religion must above all be capable of providing the consolation of religion: the uplifting, heart-strengthening assurance that everyone may have his sins forgiven, and that a benevolent Providence guides humanity toward its own good.

Does Schopenhauer’s philosophy provide this? No!

Like Mephistopheles, Schopenhauer sits upon the bank of the stream of humanity and cries mockingly to those writhing in pain and crying out for redemption: 'Your reason is of no help to you. Only intellectual intuition can save you—but it can be bestowed only upon one who has been predestined for it by a mysterious power. Many are called, but few are chosen.'

All the others are condemned to languish 'eternally' in the hell of existence. And woe to the poor man who imagines that he can be redeemed together with the totality; it cannot die, for its Idea lies outside time, without which nothing can change.

>'Indeed, everyone wishes to be redeemed from the state of suffering and death: they would like, as the saying goes, to attain eternal blessedness, to enter the Kingdom of Heaven—but not on their own feet; they wish instead to be carried into it by the course of Nature. But that is impossible.' (World as Will and Representation, II, 692)

I, on the other hand, say, following Nature: whoever wishes to redeem himself can do so at any time 'through reason and science, humanity’s highest power.'

The infallible means of escaping from the totality of the world is, for the real individual, whose development in no way depends upon time, virginity. But those who are already living on in children, for whom the possibility of redemption in this generation has therefore been forfeited, and those who could still employ the means but lack the strength to do so—all of them should take heart and continue the struggle honestly: sooner or later they will be redeemed, whether before the totality or within the totality, for the universe has a movement from Being into Non-Being.

To say, 'The world exists through an original accident,' amounts to giving up the attempt to explain it. The question of why desire seized the Will and drove it from Over-Being into Being—that is, why it created the world—remains unanswered. But to assume a course of the world without purpose, goal, or end (the resting points in the process that repeats itself 'an arbitrary number of times' being left aside, since between the end of one world-process and the beginning of the next there is no time; the world-process as such therefore never truly ends absolutely) is to intensify into perfect cruelty the profoundly serious character that the entire course of this process possesses in itself.

What consolation does a philosophy founded upon such premises have to offer the individual who cries out for redemption from the torment of existence?

It chains with iron hands the warrior exhausted unto death, who longs forever to escape from the totality of the world, to the eternally revolving wheel of 'endless becoming,' and drips into the burning wound of his painful insight—that life and suffering are one and the same—not balm, but only the corrosive poison of the hopeless thought that he can never, neither through himself nor in and with the totality, attain the complete and utter annihilation of his being. The harrowing lament that tears itself from him: 'Why, then, this torment in infinitum, without meaning or result, without consolation and without rest?' — dies away unheard.

The atheism established by my doctrine—the first to be established scientifically—gives the great problem of the origin and meaning of the world, together with its solution, its reconciliation. It knows no world before this world and no world after it. To it, the world is one single magnificent process, which neither is a repetition nor will have a repetition; for before it lies transcendent Over-Being, and after it lies nihil negativum.And this is no empty assertion. The deduction is thoroughly logical, and everything in Nature confirms the result—a result before which a weak spirit may well tremble and collapse, but at which the wise man trembles joyfully to the innermost depths of his soul.

Nothing more will be. Nothing, Nothing, Nothing!

Oh, this vision into absolute emptiness!

It must be a correct principle from which the solution of the greatest philosophical problems follows so effortlessly, naturally, and clearly—problems before which the greatest geniuses of all ages sank hopelessly after exhausting their intellectual powers upon them.

When Kant believed that he had grasped the coexistence of freedom and necessity through the distinction between an intelligible and an empirical character, he could not refrain from observing:

>'The resolution of the difficulties presented here has, however, one will say, much that is difficult in it and is scarcely susceptible to a clear presentation. But is every other solution that has been attempted, or may be attempted, really easier and more comprehensible?'

All had to err because they did not know how to establish a purely immanent realm and a purely transcendent realm. The Pantheists had to err because they reduced the actually existing unified movement of the world to a unity within the world; Buddha had to err because, from the feeling of complete responsibility for all his actions actually present in the individual, he falsely concluded the complete sovereignty of the individual within the world; Kant had to err because, on purely immanent ground, he wished to embrace freedom and necessity with one hand.

We, on the other hand, placed the simple unity of the Pantheists in a past transcendent realm and explained the unified movement of the world through the act of this pre-worldly simple unity. We united the half-autonomy of the individual and the power of chance, which is entirely independent of him within the world, on transcendent ground: in the unified resolution of God to pass over into Non-Being, and in the unified choice of the means by which to carry out this resolution. Finally, we united freedom and necessity not within the world, where there is no room for freedom, but in the midst of the chasm separating the vanished transcendent realm, restored by our reason, from the immanent realm.

We did not smuggle the vanished transcendent realm into our philosophy by sophistry. That it existed and no longer exists—we have demonstrated this with logical rigor in the Analytic.

And now consider the consolation, the unshakable confidence, the blessed trust that must flow from the metaphysically grounded complete autonomy of the individual. Everything that befalls a human being—distress, misery, sorrow, cares, illness, disgrace, contempt, despair—in short, everything harsh in life—is not inflicted upon him by an inscrutable Providence that mysteriously intends his highest good. Rather, he suffers all these things because, before the world existed, he himself chose them all as the best means toward the end. All the blows of fate that strike him, he himself has chosen, because only through them can he be redeemed. His essence (Demon and Spirit) and Chance lead him through pain and pleasure, through joy and sorrow, through fortune and misfortune, through life and death, faithfully toward the redemption that he wills.

Human beings possess a natural inclination to personify fate and to mystically apprehend the absolute Nothing that stares back at them from every grave as a place of eternal peace, as a city of peace, Nirvana—as the New Jerusalem.

>'And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain; for the former things are passed away.' (Revelation 21:4)

It cannot be denied that the conception of a personal, loving God the Father grips the human heart—'that stubborn and despairing thing'—more deeply than abstract fate, and that the conception of a Kingdom of Heaven, where individuals, transfigured and free from all needs, rest blessedly in eternal contemplation, awakens a more powerful longing than absolute Nothingness.

Immanent philosophy is gentle and kind here as well.

The main thing remains that humanity has overcome the world through knowledge.

Whether he leaves the fate he has recognized as it is, or once again gives it the features of a faithful father; whether he leaves the recognized goal of the world standing as absolute Nothingness, or transforms it into a garden of eternal peace filled with light—that is entirely beside the point.

Who would wish to interrupt the innocent, harmless play of the imagination?

>'A delusion that makes me happy
Is worth a truth that crushes me to the ground.' (Wieland)

But the wise man gazes firmly and joyfully into the face of absolute Nothingness."

— Philipp Mainländer, Philosophie der Erlösung, selected by Ulrich Horstmann, Insel Taschenbuch, “VIII. Ausblick ins Leere,” pp. 138–154.

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u/lacrimisisfinti — 1 month ago

Baltasar Gracián, a forgotten genius of pessimism

There is a certain injustice in history reserved for thinkers who seem to have arrived at their conclusions too early, and who express themselves in a language that their own time does not yet know how to decipher. I think Baltasar Gracián, a seventeenth-century Spanish Jesuit priest (who, incidentally, is featured in the subreddit banner), is an exemplary case of this injustice: he is immensely celebrated by giants of philosophy, yet at the same time almost completely unknown to the general public, even among those sympathetic to pessimism.

Schopenhauer considered Gracián his favorite author, devoting to him a passionate enthusiasm that he reserved for very few thinkers and personally translating his works into German. Nietzsche likewise showed great admiration for him, writing of El Discreto: “Europe has never produced anything finer or more intricate in matters of moral subtlety.” While in his homeland his work remained associated with a stylistic baroque manner regarded as excessive or outdated, nineteenth-century Germans, immersed in a post-Kantian intellectual climate and already touched by a certain Romantic disillusionment, recognized in him someone who had glimpsed, two centuries in advance, the abyss that philosophical pessimism itself would later make its subject. This geographical and temporal disjunction may perhaps be precisely the key to understanding why he remains, to this day, so largely forgotten.

His masterpiece, El Criticón, is an allegorical narrative that follows Andrenio’s shipwreck and his tutelage under the disillusioned Critilo. It is essentially a treatise on desengaño, the disillusionment that runs throughout the literature of Spain’s Golden Age. For Gracián, life is a succession of masks: men are not what they seem, institutions do not fulfill what they promise, friendship is rare, and betrayal abundant. His work contains none of the providential optimism that still sustained much of the moral literature of his time.

Gracián’s negative anthropology brings him structurally, rather than merely aesthetically, close to Schopenhauer. Where Schopenhauer would metaphysically ground pessimism in the blind and insatiable will that governs the universe, Gracián had already intuited, centuries earlier, something analogous on the moral and social plane: namely, that human existence is a constant struggle against forces—envy, hypocrisy, the stupidity of others—that cannot be eliminated. El Oráculo Manual, with its three hundred aphorisms, is a breviary of self-defense against a world that Gracián regarded as fundamentally indifferent, if not hostile, to the virtuous individual. His concepts of “prudence,” “dissimulation,” and “reserve” are not merely techniques for social advancement, as a superficial reading might suggest, but existential strategies for survival.

Gracián expresses his pessimism in the social dimension in a fascinating way, describing human relationships with an almost cynical lucidity concerning the mechanisms of power and reputation, anticipating in many respects both the moral psychology of La Rochefoucauld and the critique Nietzsche would develop centuries later. Avant la lettre, he constructs a kind of genealogy of the social mask, recognizing that civilization does not eliminate man’s darkest impulses; it merely disguises them beneath socially acceptable forms.

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u/lacrimisisfinti — 1 month ago
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Why then is man born?

"As soon as the child is born, the mother who has just brought him into the world must console him, quiet his crying, and lighten the burden of the existence she has given him. And one of the principal duties of good parents in the childhood and early youth of their children is to comfort them, to encourage them to live, because sorrows and ills and passions are at that age much heavier than they are to those who through long experience, or simply because they have lived longer, are used to suffering. And in truth it is only fitting that the good father and the good mother, in trying to console their children, correct as best they can, and ease, the damage they have done by procreating them. Good God! Why then is man born? And why does he procreate? To console those he has given birth to for having been born?"

— Giacomo Leopardi, Zibaldone

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u/DutchStroopwafels — 2 months ago

The Womb and the Tomb

"I was alone in that cemetery overlooking the village when a pregnant woman came in. I left at once, in order not to look at this corpse-bearer at close range, nor to ruminate upon the contrast between an aggressive womb and the timeworn tombs—between a false promise and the end of all promises."

— Emil Cioran, The Trouble With Being Born

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u/lacrimisisfinti — 2 months ago

O fardo da consciência humana

>“O homem, pelo fato de ser homem, por ter consciência, já é, em relação ao burro ou a um caranguejo, um animal doente. A consciência é uma doença.”
 —  Miguel de Unamuno, Do Sentimento Trágico da Vida

No ensaio “O Último Messias”, Peter Wessel Zapffe expõe, em linguagem incomumente direta e poética, sua visão sobre a tragédia fundamental da existência humana. O texto abre com uma cena primordial: o despertar da consciência humana sob a vastidão indiferente do cosmos. Nesse momento fundador, o homem vê-se nu (não apenas fisicamente, mas existencialmente) sem abrigo no próprio corpo e sem qualquer roteiro que oriente sua jornada e ao ser convocado pela ação natural — matar para sobreviver — , ele toma o arco (fruto da inteligência aliada à destreza manual desenvolvida) e sai em direção à nascente, onde os animais se reúnem. Mas algo nele se rompe: onde antes pulsava a identificação instintiva com o predador, agora ecoa um salmo silencioso: uma percepção aguda da fraternidade no sofrimento que une todas as criaturas vivas. Nesse dia, ele não volta com caça; e mais tarde, encontra-se morto junto à água.

A consciência superdesenvolvida do ser humano pode ser comparada a um acidente evolucionário, onde, em algum momento remoto, pode ter oferecido vantagens práticas, mas que se revelou um fardo insuportável quando confrontada com as demandas da vida. De forma paradoxal o ser humano anseia por justiça num universo injusto, por sentido num cosmos silencioso e pela eternidade num mundo transitório e entrópico. Dessa inadequação fundamental nasce o que Zapffe chama de tragédia humana: passamos a maior parte de nossas vidas tentando não ser plenamente humanos, isto é, tentando escapar daquilo que nossa própria consciência nos revela.

As mutações da natureza são cegas e não levam em conta o bem-estar do organismo. Quando abandonamos o olhar romântico do “belo natural”, vemos que a natureza está repleta de exemplos de crueldade, desde casos simples onde presas escapam de seus predadores com as tripas saindo pra fora e agonizando no seu ciclo de perpetuação da vida, até exemplos mais horrendo como o ichneumonídeo que paralisou Darwin com seu método de reprodução parasitária ou uma cabra cujo chifres crescem até perfurar seu próprio crânio, num processo lento e extremamente doloroso. Mas Zapffe se interessa sobretudo no exemplo do Megaloceros giganteus, um grande cervo pré-histórico cujos chifres, colossais e esplêndidos, tornaram-se tão pesados que o condenaram à extinção. Nesse cervo ele vê uma analogia perfeita com a condição humana: nossa consciência é como esses chifres (magnífica em sua complexidade e útil até certo ponto, mas pesada ao ponto de se tornar insuportável). Nos estados depressivos, a mente sente-se exatamente como esse animal, incapaz de levantar a cabeça sob o fardo de seu próprio esplendor.

A pergunta que se faz, então, é: se essa condição é tão insuportável, por que a humanidade não se extinguiu há muito tempo?

A maioria das pessoas sobrevive porque aprende a limitar artificialmente o conteúdo de sua consciência. Voltando à analogia do cervo, se o animal tivesse ocasionalmente quebrado os ramos exteriores de seus próprios chifres, teria aliviado o peso e talvez prolongado sua vida. Da mesma forma, os seres humanos desenvolvem estratégias para amputar as pontas mais afiadas de sua própria percepção. Essa repressão, longe de ser excepcional, é um processo constante e contínuo durante a vigília ativa; é, para Zapffe, a condição mesma de uma vida “saudável” e “normal” segundo os padrões sociais. As pessoas não enlouquecem em massa porque aprenderam a não olhar fixamente para o abismo (ou, quando olham, aprenderam a desviar o olhar rapidamente). Segundo ele, desenvolvemos quatro estratégias para amortecer os efeitos desta observação brutal da realidade:

  • (1) o isolamento de nossas mentes dos terríveis fatos da existência, negando tanto para nós mesmos quanto para os outros (em uma conspiração de silêncio) que nossa condição é inerentemente desconcertante e problemática;
  • (2) a ancoragem de nossas vidas em “verdades” metafísicas e institucionais — Deus, País, Família, Leis — que nos transmitem a sensação de sermos autênticos e úteis;
  • (3) a distração, uma conspiração generalizada em que todos mantêm os olhos na bola — ou uma tela de televisão ou exibição de fogos de artifício;
  • (4) a sublimação, processo pelo qual pensadores e artistas reciclam os aspectos mais desmoralizantes e enervantes da vida na forma de obras estilizadas para fins de edificação e entretenimento.

Certo vez, devido a crises depressivas, fui ao CAPS e consultado por uma psiquiatra jovem, recém-formada, provavelmente criada numa família abastada. Diante das minhas indagações a respeito da tragédia da vida, ela me olhava com um sorriso amarelo e sugeriu com uma leveza (quase ofensiva) que eu só deveria “filtrar” todo tipo de conteúdo perturbador e destrutivo e ver vídeos de cachorrinhos fofos, cuidar de uma horta, simplesmente fechar os olhos para o horror do mundo. E essa é, de fato, a estratégia comum da maioria. Para muitos, saúde, dinheiro e buceta são mais do que suficiente para justificar o horror da existência e ignorar a condição desconcertante dos semelhantes.

Há uma verdadeira patologização do pessimismo. A própria psiquiatria moderna opera sobre o pressuposto tácito de que o “saudável” e o “viável” se confundem com o “mais elevado” em termos pessoais; assim, a depressão, o medo da vida, a recusa do alimento, tudo isso é invariavelmente reduzido a sintomas de um estado patológico que exige correção. Mas o que ela não enxerga (ou não quer enxergar) é que tais fenômenos são, com frequência, mensageiros de um sentido mais profundo e imediato da vida: os frutos amargos de uma genialidade de pensamento ou de sentimento que está na raiz mesma das tendências antibiológicas. Não é a alma que adoece, mas as suas proteções (aquelas mesmas que ela me recomendava reconstruir com vídeos de filhotes e hortas) que caem ou são rejeitadas por aquilo que se experimenta, corretamente, como uma traição ao mais elevado potencial do ego.

Minha sensibilidade, porém, recusa-se terminantemente a aceitar esse tipo de acomodação. Talvez essa resistência venha justamente da formação cristã que trago em mim, pois apesar do abandono das crenças e doutrinas, da incapacidade de suicídio intelectual para se ter fé, não consigo deixar de ter um olhar cheio de admiração diante da pureza radical dos santos e dos místicos, figuras que, em sua compaixão extrema, não se pouparam do sofrimento alheio nem fecharam os olhos ao grito do mundo, mas antes o acolheram como próprio e buscaram transcendê-lo. Kirillov, em “Os Demônios” de Dostoiévski, afirma de forma dramática:

>“Deus é necessário, por isso deve existir. Mas eu sei que ele não existe e nem pode existir. […] Porventura não compreendes que um homem com dois pensamentos como esses não pode continuar entre os vivos?”

Creio que é esse mesmo impulso que conduziu homens atormentados como Philipp Mainländer e Carlo Michelstaedter a deixarem este mundo, não por desespero mesquinho, mas por uma espécie de amor trágico à verdade, uma compaixão tão aguda que não conseguia mais suportar a distância entre o que se é e o que se poderia ser (persuasão e retórica, na linguagem michelstaedteriana).

Zapffe defende que os chamados “povos em estado de natureza” — isto é, grupos humanos e culturas ainda profundamente enraizados nos ciclos naturais — vivem mais próximos de um “ideal biológico”, por manterem uma relação orgânica e simbiótica com o meio ambiente. Para ele, o progresso tecnológico e a homogeneização imposta pela civilização moderna romperam essa sintonia, gerando um vazio existencial que ele denomina “desemprego espiritual”. Nesse contexto, as inovações técnicas, longe de preencher esse vazio com sentido, frequentemente se convertem em entraves para uma vida plena e enriquecedora, dificultando a experiência interior e o contato com o sagrado.

Mircea Eliade, cunha a expressão “terror da história”, atribuindo a crescente angústia do homem moderno ao abandono da visão mítica em favor da adesão incondicional ao tempo linear e histórico. Os povos tradicionais conseguiam atenuar esse peso existencial porque recusavam-se a reconhecer a história como realidade absoluta, escapando, ainda que parcialmente, de sua tirania. Eliade contrapõe, assim, a postura do homem tradicional e a do moderno diante dos acontecimentos históricos, evidenciando a impotência deste último. Ele questiona: diante da escalada de violência e catástrofes (das deportações em massa aos bombardeios atômico), como pode o homem suportar o horror da história se não enxerga nela qualquer vestígio de transcendência ou significado maior, reduzindo-a a meros conflitos de forças econômicas, sociais ou políticas, ou pior, a arbitrários atos de poder exercidos por minorias no palco da história mundial?

>“Sabemos como, no passado, a humanidade foi capaz de suportar os sofrimentos que enumeramos: eles eram vistos como um castigo infligido por Deus, a síndrome do declínio da ‘era’ e assim por diante. E foi possível aceitá-los precisamente porque eles tinham um significado meta-histórico […] Toda guerra ensaiava a luta entre o bem e o mal, toda nova injustiça social era identificada com os sofrimentos do Salvador (ou, por exemplo, no mundo pré-cristão, com a paixão de um mensageiro divino ou deus da vegetação), cada novo massacre repetia o fim glorioso dos mártires. […] Em virtude dessa visão, dezenas de milhões de homens foram capazes, por século após século, de suportar grandes pressões históricas sem se desesperar, sem cometer suicídio ou cair nessa aridez espiritual que sempre traz consigo uma visão relativista ou niilista da história.”

O homem moderno enfrenta uma dificuldade crescente em construir narrativas ficcionais (como as fornecidas pela educação humanista ou pela moralidade religiosa) que sejam capazes de legitimar a validade de sua própria existência. Mesmo entre ateus convictos, reconhece-se, muitas vezes com relutância, que tais narrativas desempenham um papel funcional indispensável: elas oferecem estruturas de sentido que permitem submeter comportamentos e orientar respostas sociais, especialmente para aqueles que não dispõem de ferramentas intelectuais ou emocionais para suportar o vazio deixado pela ausência de transcendência. Nesse vácuo, existem substitutos para o Homo religiosus como o culto à carreira e ao sucesso profissional, o ativismo político ou ambiental como missão redentora, o consumo experiencial via viagens e redes sociais, ou mesmo a busca obsessiva por bem-estar físico e saúde, todos tentativas desesperadas de ressignificar a vida e preencher o silêncio metafísico.

Contudo, o “sagrado” que se manifesta no transe de um show de rock, numa partida de futebol, na iniciação de CEOs em rituais empresariais bizarros ou em outras expressões típicas do desenvolvimento secular de ritos burgueses, não se equipara ao alicerce sólido das ancoragens tradicionais. Há uma distância intransponível entre a fã apaixonada que tenta tocar seu ídolo no palco e a mulher acometida por um fluxo de sangue que, nos evangelhos, toca as vestes de Jesus Cristo e é curada. Tais ocupações modernas revelam-se frágeis e insuficientes assim que o ruído do cotidiano se aquieta, é nesse silêncio que o desespero emerge, comparável ao do alcoólatra que, no momento da ressaca (e não durante a embriaguez), enxerga com lucidez brutal a realidade nua e crua, sem filtros nem consolos, e percebe, então, o abismo que suas distrações antes tentavam ocultar.

Não há solução definitiva para o sofrimento existencial, apenas paliativos que nos permitem seguir adiante sem enlouquecer. Com o crescimento populacional e a consequente pressão sobre os recursos naturais, combinados à diminuição progressiva da condição espiritual, as técnicas empregadas para preservar a vida humana tornar-se-ão cada vez mais brutais, desumanas e extremas.

Diante desse panorama, os seres humanos persistirão em sonhos de salvação, na espera ansiosa por um redentor que venha libertá-los de si mesmos e do mundo que criaram. E assim, depois de tantos salvadores, surgirá, segundo Zapffe, um último Messias. Esse homem, porém, não se parecerá com os que vieram antes. Ele será aquele que ousou despir sua alma até a nudez absoluta e submetê-la ao mais extremo pensamento da linhagem humana: a própria ideia do fim. Ele terá visto a vida e seu fundo cósmico, e sua dor não será apenas pessoal, mas a dor coletiva da Terra. Esse Messias rejeitará o velho mandamento de “frutificai e multiplicai-vos e enchei a terra” pela mais profunda compaixão que o homem é capaz e então proclamará primeira e última vez:

>“A vida dos mundos é um rio que ruge, mas a da terra é um charco e uma água parada.

>O sinal do fim está escrito na vossa fronte — por quanto tempo esperneareis por causa das picadelas?

>Mas há uma conquista e uma coroa, uma redenção e uma solução.
Conhecei-vos a vós mesmos — sede inférteis e deixai a terra ser silenciosa sem vós.”

u/lacrimisisfinti — 2 months ago

Réquiem para a garrafa de leite de coco que eu derrubei

Hoje de manhã me veio aquele desgosto típico das segundas-feiras. Pior do que muitas perdas é a sensação de recomeço forçado combinado a ansiedade diante do peso inevitável, arrastado e monótono do próprio hábito. Fui fazer meu café da manhã, e quando abri o armário da cozinha bati o cotovelo numa garrafa de vidro de leite de coco que estava mal posicionada na ponta da prateleira. A garrafa caiu.

Estava sozinho em casa, então o estampido do vidro se espatifando pareceu maior do que o comum. Mas, fora isso, não houve nada de extraordinário além do pequeno susto que me causou. A garrafa espatifou completamente, em pedaços minúsculos de vidro. Fiquei parado por alguns segundos, olhando para aquilo sem saber exatamente o que fazer, embora soubesse perfeitamente que deveria pegar a vassoura, procurar um pano, jogar fora os pedaços, limpar o leite derramado, etc.

Não houve testemunha, não houve ninguém chegando perguntando sobre o que foi aquilo, nenhum susto compartilhado, nenhuma pessoa aparecendo para verificar a perda. A garrafa caiu, quebrou e o acontecimento pertenceu exclusivamente a mim, embora nem eu dê importância a isso.

O leite de coco começou a se espalhar pelo chão já com aquele cheiro um pouco azedo, então provavelmente até já estava vencido. Não consigo nem lembrar há quanto tempo aquela garrafa estava no armário. Era uma dessas coisas que entram na casa sem ninguém saber muito bem o por quê e ficam porque ninguém se dá ao trabalho de verificar sua necessidade. Minha mãe provavelmente comprou pensando em algum doce, alguma receita que parecia legal no momento da compra e que depois nunca foi feita.

Mas depois de um tempo, ao invés de lamentar o "prejuízo" e o fato de eu ter que limpar aquela cagada que fiz por ser desajeitado, me veio uma sensação de grande alívio (com uma pitada de inveja) ao ver aquela garrafa completamente espatifada no chão.

Ela não sabia que estava esquecida, não sabia que estava vencida, não sabia que ocupava espaço, não sabia que ninguém sentiria sua falta quando fosse embora. Não tinha consciência da própria inutilidade, e por isso não precisava justificá-la. Não precisava olhar para trás, lidar com a inconveniência de ter sido colocada ali e descobrir que passou meses esperando uma finalidade que não veio. O leite derramado e o vidro espalhado, apesar de serem claramente um retrato de destruição, não se comparam ao horror e náusea que sangue e a decomposição da carne sem vida produzem.

Talvez seja isso que me pareceu tão encantadoramente livre e sereno. Ela conseguiu o que eu (e muitas pessoas creio) deseja profundamente: um fim que não precisa ser explicado, que não deixa perguntas, que não exige perdão. Não a morte em si, que é uma coisa que não conhecemos e no fundo tememos quando se encara de perto (ainda que por uma maldita programação biológica), mas a ausência completa de responsabilidade depois dela, a possibilidade imaginária de não ter mais de explicar o que fomos e o que seremos, por que fizemos certas coisas, por que não fizemos outras, por que chegamos atrasados, por que não fizemos o doce, por que fomos colocados ali, por que fomos esquecidos.

Somos colocados no mundo como aquela garrafa foi colocada no armário, sem termos sido consultados sobre a conveniência disso, às vezes por amor, às vezes por acidente, às vezes por uma esperança vaga de que alguma coisa boa será feita conosco mais tarde. Depois crescemos e descobrimos que havia expectativas, compromissos, pessoas esperando que ocupássemos corretamente o espaço que nos foi dado, e que o doce, afinal, deveria chegar e nos tornamos presos a esse ideal e aos que o idealizaram. É uma exigência curiosa essa de nascer sem pedir e depois ter de demonstrar gratidão pela oportunidade, e, ainda mais curioso, ser tão difícil deixar tudo isso pra trás e simplesmente se posicionar de modo que, bastando um empurrãozinho, tudo acabe.

A garrafa nunca teve esse problema. Ela foi colocada ali, esquecida e finalmente quebrada, e eu não consegui sentir nenhuma revolta em seu nome. Enquanto recolhia os cacos, sentia um alívio ainda maior por ela, um alívio absurdo e sem destinatário, porque pela primeira vez aquela coisa inútil não precisava mais esperar. Não precisava aguardar a receita, a ocasião, a fome, a visita, o domingo, o aniversário ou qualquer outra desculpa que justificasse sua permanência. Não precisava cumprir aquilo que alguém imaginara para ela, simplesmente estava acabada e ninguém vai lamentar.

Depois terminei de limpar a cozinha. Joguei os cacos no lixo com cuidado (por que às vezes meus cachorros acabam invadindo a casa), passei um pano no chão, lavei as mãos e voltei a abrir o armário. Havia ali outras coisas, naturalmente, todas esperando alguma finalidade futura. Algumas intactas, algumas abertas, talvez algumas também vencidas. Mas naquela beira da prateleira, o que antes era um incômodo, restou apenas um pequeno, pacífico e reconfortante espaço vazio.

u/lacrimisisfinti — 2 months ago