Did philosophical pessimism make you more misanthropic or compassionate?
I get the impression that philosophical pessimism can lead to two different attitudes: a greater aversion toward humanity, or greater compassion for human beings and other sentient beings capable of suffering (sometimes both overlapping).
Although misanthropy can mean withdrawal, disillusionment, or aversion toward humanity without necessarily implying cruelty, I see many people (especially online) who identify as pessimists but use pessimism to justify hatred or violence toward others. If existence is marked by suffering, frustration, and dissatisfaction, that seems like a reason to reduce the suffering of others, rather than to wish for or celebrate their suffering. After all, aren't we all fellow sufferers, trapped under the same burden?
After discovering philosophical pessimism, did you become more misanthropic, more compassionate, or some combination of the two?