Social win after going vegan
Today, I went to a small park with my family and my endocrinologist+his daughter (my dad and he used to work together so they’re also friends). We were discussing my current altered diagnosis of type one diabetes to MODY-6 and how big the change was for my life (for the better). My dad and sibling both then commented that recently I’ve been looking a lot stronger and healthier. At first they reasoned this to being due to the changed diagnosis and treatment, but I corrected this. This change started more than a year ago, where I essentially experienced a relapse into my restrictive ed because of how scared I was to eat carbs (bc I was expected to not require many insulin injections bc I’m not “type 1”). As such, when I got this dx change, I actually ate a lot more eggs, cheese, and yogurt and even fish occasionally to try and maintain my bg. As of these last few months where I fully altered my way of life to be in line with my moral (and thereby have gone vegan), I’ve been able to truly commit to an ed recovery I feel proud of + I accept that my vegan diet requires I inject novolog a few times a day. I essentially explained to my family and my Endo that I was able to heal my body and become strong by finding a healthy middle between my MODY and a vegan diet. I felt really proud to say it, because I know my family was rather taken aback bc they always believed I was more weak and thin bc I needed to eat more animal products. In reality, I truly believe animal products just added to the discomforted and ill feeling that I had with my ed. Idk just a good feeling today, knowing I’ve proven to my family that I don’t need to be like them to be strong.
I also tbh felt really happy too bc later when we went to a restaurant, our table got a piece of cake for my dad bc it’s his birthday. He didnt want to eat it so my sibling did, and while they offered me som and I declined, they started telling me their idea on how to make the same cake vegan and gluten free. It really touched my heart honestly.