u/lesbothrashhead

he was so happy to be working with chuck aww man

only took me 12 hours😭 don’t know how i had the energy as a scorpio myself lol

hi, so this is a reading that i’m asking for more insight on and it does kind of get into a rant because the context might be important, and i’m just feeling really defeated. feel free to scroll.

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CONTEXT:

i just got a job at a dollar tree after being unemployed for 6 months. for the past year no one would take me, or i wouldn’t take the jobs i was offered due to my limitations. i’m not capable of handling most jobs because i have a learning disability and my mental health (depression, anxiety) is pretty bad. im also highly empathic and working in toxic environments completely destroys my mental health. i know it might sound dramatic but all of those things truly effect my capabilities and my ability to focus. (i applied for vocational services but haven’t heard back)

when i got this job today i was feeling a little hopeful: the hours are perfect, the job itself seems pretty good for me and the manager seemed okay. i’m extremely anxious but that comes with any job for me.

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i just did a tarot spread, and things don’t really look good. i know you should technically take the cards like a grain of salt but it’s hard to when they’ve been nothing but accurate to my life. if you have any other insights about my reading i would really appreciate the feedback. maybe i’m looking at this wrong.

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READING:

what do I need to know about this job- nine of cups and five of swords.

it has a lot of my boxes checked, like the hours, lengths of shifts and job itself. the environment might be toxic and tense.

what will working for this job be like- three of swords and judgment.

there will be judgement and it might bring out my sensitivity. working here could hurt me mentally

how capable am I of doing this job- page of cups nine of swords.

i have a little bit of what i need to bring to the job but i’m going to be overwhelmed with anxiety

what will be the outcome of me working for this job- the moon and five of pentacles.

emotional distress and, with the five of pentacles are the cards saying that i’m gonna quit? maybe i shouldn’t take this job.

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thank you for reading and i truly appreciate any help🩵

(i used the rider waite deck)

if he’s 64 now…