u/leviswaifuuu

ive been talking to this guy for 4 months but we only really established we are taking it seriously like 2 weeks ago, ever since then ive been feeling like i need to run away and super anxious even tho i dont want to, this is also causing me to feel like idrk whether i like him or not anymore and now it just feels like im leading him on and im really scared of hurting him, i have a really hard time comitting bc it feels like all my freedom will be taken away, as in i need to worry about this person constantly and i just feel sm anxiety and my emotions r so high in relationships which ends up destroying my nervous system and its really emotionally exhausting (ive only been in 1), smth else is that in my only relationship i ended up losing feelings after a few months and it ended horribly so im terrified ill just lose feelings for him if we get in a relationship and hurt him.
This new guy im talking to treats me really well and he makes sure i know hes focused on me and likes me, but why do i feel like i want to run away but at the same time not? its just such an uncomfortable anxious feeling and it doesnt stop until i leave the situation but then i get sad even tho i feel relieved in a way, i just dont know what i can trust anymore about my own thoughts and feelings and im terrified of hurting him

Any advice would be of great help or even just sharing ur experiences :)

Heyyy guys i just recently started reading more about witchcraft but im not sure what information i can trust, i wanna start with a protection spell but i dont know how i should do it

any help is appreciated :)

ok i need help basically, yesterday we went to this guy's house im talking to, we were super drunk ans then smoked a joint and drank more with him, she slept on the couch and i slept in the bed with him, she couldnt see anything bc his bed has black curtains around it but she could hear it, ik its fucked up and that what i did was wrong, theres no excuses for it but eventually she got up, told me im fucked in the head and left, she also blocked me everywhere idk what to do, shes my bsf of sm years and we have a sister bond i dont wanna lose her. I understand tho if she doesnt want to be friends anymore but ig i just wanted some opinions on what i should do? ik its bad and i should suffer the consequences but what would u do in my situation? she hates me now