u/lilballerbabyyy

what was going on in this convo? lol does sammy’s mom seriously think he’s into john? hahaha i feel like i had seeing sammy be flirty w john and I feel like that’s why John gets weirded out a little bit, but I couldn’t tell if that was just in my head, but I feel like this validate it. how overly sexual do u have to be to literally feel the need to flirt with every single person around you. like what is up with sammy fr 😭

She pretty much told him every substantive problem is his fault and then proceeds to say “ and I don’t think that you can show up in the way that makes change in growth possible in the time that we have together” and that “I don’t know that I have the capacity to help you.” so she’s pretty much saying the relationship is doomed and incapable of repair and not worthwhile even trying. So like yeaaaaa, whether or not she’s justified in feeling that, her comments do be the question of why even continue then?? She’s def part of the problem!! It’s not that crazy for him the make a comment like that after she lowkey just dragged him and also played the victim from the group dinner even tho the way she talked about him there seemed more shitty to me. I really don’t like either of them!

What’s going on on his neck? Did he leave a strip of beard down there or something? lol

Some moments I see Nikki and it seems like she’s vibing with Shawn more than I expected her to based off the first episode. But also shawn is really annoying and direct and does way too much so I totally get why she also wouldn’t/doesnt like him. She tells him she’s not sexually attracted to him and when there is physical connection it’s cuz she’s exploring and I get that. But then he says stuff like this and I’m just like soooo is this really happening to the level he’s saying but it’s just off camera cuz Nikki doesn’t wanna let on that she likes him cuz he’s cringe and doesn’t bathe, cuz I get that and I would be lowkey embarrassed too. Or is it just shawn being way overconfident and pushy and reading the vibe completely wrong and misrepresenting things to try to flex for the camera cuz that totally makes sense too.

Hiiii - I’m looking for artist recommendations for a custom ornamental/feminine backpiece.

I attached a couple reference photos for the overall vibe/style I’m drawn to. I’m specifically looking for artists who do elegant anatomy-focused ornamental work, not super heavy blackwork or aggressive cybersigilism/neo tribal. I don’t want it to be super dark and heavy, but I also don’t want super light line work, something in the middle. But I would definitely want the artist to custom design to make sure it fits with the flow of my body and contour, my body enhancing the shape of my back and waist. I want to give a feminine and decorative flow.

Open to traveling for the right artist. Instagram handles appreciated!