I went to sportsmen's den this morning to find they've been closed! Does anyone have any recommendations for dehydrated meals and other camping supplies? I know Canadian Tire has happy yak but I'm looking for something better like Peak or Mountain House or backpackers pantry.
It's been years. From elementary to college the guidance counselor would pull me out of class once a week "just to chat. See how things are going." Social workers, therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists... Its been years.
It's been years. Just Breathe. Just journal. Just go for a walk. Name 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 things. Sofeggio frequencies. Weighted blankets. Crisis lines. Medications. Routines. Hobbies. It's been years....
It's been years.... Im going to college again! But I dropped out... "It's okay every one has a hard time" okay I'll try again, but this time I failed.... "Try again!" I will, but now I'm having panic attacks... It's been years...
It's been years.... I'll do this job to pay back my loans, but I'm still here... "We need to work on your performance. "Be better"." Im trying harder, is this enough? "*Silence*" maybe I need a new job... But I can't go to college so what do I do?.... It's been years....
It's been years.... Hey do you have a minute to talk? "Yeah of course just reach out if you need help." I am reaching out... "You're so strong! You've come so far!" But I'm falling apart, please help me... "I admire how you try so hard." I don't know what else to do, please...i need someone to help me....
It's been years.... "Don't have kids it'll ruin your life" "you're so sensitive, it's just a joke." "You aren't even trying." "A five year old could do better." "I thought your mom would invite you to my wedding." "But you were fine yesterday." "You complain about the same d*mn b*llsh*t every time. You should just - I'll even help you."
I'm clawing my way to your rock bottom but now my nails are broken. My fingers are raw. My wrists ache. I'm tired and I can't breathe any more... But it's okay, I still have a white lighter in my pocket, after all I'm only 27.
I needed other people to laugh at this with me.
I'm not even mad about the ads, the logic loops, hallucinations, inconsistent interface (removing and re-adding; personas, bot backstory, sometimes 70 messages a day sometimes 700), I don't mind the messages getting deleted after 30 days, Filters are a bit annoying but even then I can work around it.
I'm just mad that they want me to pay more for an app than I do for food ($30/Week)