u/littl_mercury

I can send a pic in DMs, can’t really describe myself physically, sorry, I’m about as bad at that as I am at taking photos, 180cm, 80kg. And sorry for the chaotic word soup, that’s kinda my general flow.

I’m a non denominational Christian so that’s a warning for everyone that is super traditional. I firmly believe in the big 4, that is Mark, Matthew, John and Luke because they’re a chronicle of God’s time on this earth and the only authentic bridge between the esoteric truth and the exoteric myth. Despite my love for a lot of the Old Testament I don’t put weight on anything else because if you haven’t met Jesus you’re kinda bound by the constraints of having to describe experiences that one can’t touch smell see or hear to a camel herder who will only know the physical world until after, and also the teller’s own incomplete human nature is a handicap. And hey, the reason Jesus showed up 2000 years ago and not today, probably he didn’t wanna waste time on campus debates about the hot topics of today and the books before and after. From his silence on X matter we can conclude that he was silent on X matter. The fact is there was a more pending assignment that was paying for the sin of the world, gonna rip a tear for this one cuz damn, I failed him too and he took my place on that cross 😭… everyone’s place… and if he could ask for anything he would’ve probably asked for more 😭.

A chain of divine experiences in an extremely low point of my life (please don’t dismiss me as crazy, I’ll explain if we text) that was last winter made me fascinated by all things mystical esoteric and occult, and I reconcile those topics with faith in that God created a rational world, a naturally flowing world where consistent stable and to a degree repetitive patterns of being emerge with a reliable level of certainty, a world to roam and discover in more than 1 ways. So that’s that. And it’s currently a big part of my life. In terms of other interests, I don’t think it should matter. I think a healthy relationship is where we do most things on our own, separately in silence. Houses are small anyways, efficiency drops with collective assignments and exceedingly so in a constrictive environments. I like my space for like 80% of the day. I like cooking, eating and training. I’m very physical, callisthenics and swimming predominantly, the body is a big part for me. I only have it for a spec of time in the face of eternity and I’ll thoroughly enjoy it.

Other than that, after my turbulent first 2 years of adult life I’m getting enrolled into university this month. I’m gonna be studying to be a nurse and yeah, that kinda lines up with my fascination with natural and traditional medicine. And generally I’m not that interesting of a person. We all are simpler than we like to admit because all a human wants is to love but all they been taught is to judge.

So yeah, in no particular order I just wanna find a wife, get a job, a house with a garden away from the city, have a boring life, bring some new souls to experience this world because I face all the hardships with a smile on my face. I am living in a world full of joy and wonder, the earth is beautiful and people are happy, sisyphus included. I’ve been him, I am him and we’re all bits and pieces of the same thing living different episodes at a time… but time is not real…. But Sisyphus is happy.

And yes I don’t sound particularly appealing but a marriage will just be a nice bonus, I might find someone on here or I might not. Of all the things he said the thing that matters most to me is that he promised to come back. And if he says it isn’t my time for marriage yet or that it won’t ever be my time then that’s your will God, I accept it and I will carry it.

Location status - I’m eager to relocate, eager to escape the decadent secularised North Atlantic ideology of ferocious individualism and selfishness. Obviously I’m bound to be physically present in school for the next 4 years so long distance it is until then but yeah, inquiries welcome from Russia, Asia, Africa & Latin America… and I got enough time to learn any language if I put my heart to it ay?

Age range (18-30), l don’t have a type, I haven’t gotten to know all that many people in general to figure out what to look for in a person… just don’t scream and shout, I guess rage is the most repulsive thing for me. Nobody has a right to be angry, you only have 50 years left, how do you find the time to be angry??