anyways I'll continue doing it what if something strange happens and I still get in lol
yeah
edit : umm why am I getting downvoted lol?
Lately for a few days I've been manifesting good luck. I couldn't complete my assignment of a very strict proff that he asked to see the other day and I kid you not he was absent.
Second I wanted to work in a company I used to search and stuff about it. That company legit came to my college YK THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN for a long time. I felt that I manifested it and its come here for me and I'm definitely getting in.
For some reason my brain is telling me today that IT WAS JUST a coincidence. No it wasn't. Few other good things happened too and some bad things happened to too but I have no idea why was I imagining myself crying and I did end up crying. I don't want to manifest bad things. And when I'm finally manifesting good stuff. Can my brain stop doing that?
I don't want to mess anything up and I really need that company How to not mess up?
Maybe somethings aren't just meant to be. Maybe I'm wasting my time. I could've moved on. Or should I keep persisting thinking "oh he's coming back to me ofc he's" "he can't get me out of his head", "everything is fine between us" "oh he loves me so much" like a crazy delusional bish?
I feel so empty and completely blank. Its like there's no future it appears so dark and It feels like I've been falling into a very deep void of idk pain and suffering. I've been manifesting for 6 months and for past few days I am very unwell.
I'm lost, its been so many months now I don't know what I'm doing. Today feels so empty I just want to cry or I don't know maybe of f myself lol just kidding. I'm just very sad
I've been learning for quite some time but so far I don't know any grammar I can only tell if I want pizza or tee bitte
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We loved each other so much. I miss us. I miss him. I just want to cry, and scream and just cry and let it all out I've done that before but today my heart feels so heavy with pain.
I could have moved on but I kept manifesting, scripting once in a while. No movement. I'm done. Maybe it's all bs made my some people to profit in some way I do not know what they gain, but this doesn't work. I tried my best. I'm the proof that it didn't work. I carried the weight for far so long. I'm so sad that even after so much of my efforts it didn't work.
I'm also broke. Need job but spent months learning something that I didn't even understand. Sigh.
Good luck to anyone who still thinks they can just "think" and get their ex or sp. I'm done. CHEERS TO all for fooling people on here.
One of the successful story poster told me that they didn't actually get success it was "scripting" LOL. The way my confidence dropped. Maybe all of the stories are like that. I didn't really see any proof but I thought fck it let's keep doing. But alas it didn't amount to anything.
I'm a non-cs major (not by choice) I know basic programming in cpp, python and I know basic frontend as well. I know basics of networking, I didn't know where to begin so I learnt those techniques (IDOR, SQL injection, xxs, CSRF, SSRF, etc) I thought I would start with bug hunting turns out its not that easy. In fact its very difficult. Now I'm so confused I don't know what to do.