I have white blonde brows so I generally use a pomade to fill them. I used to use the elf one but it’s not on shelves in places in Canada anymore?
Now I’m using the maybelline tattoo pomade but it all dries out fast. Any other drugstore options or perhaps I just need to buy a new one more frequently! Or maybe other products for white blonde brows :)
I understand it will be different for everyone.
I was in an 11 year relationship, followed by an 8 month relationship. I am still extremely grieving the latter, as I loved him very much and finding it very difficult to move past. He was very different than my long term relationship, much more physical and romantic but it unfortunately had to end :(
I’m living alone for the first time ever. Don’t get me wrong, planning activities with friends and family is helpful but sometimes there are lulls. I miss cuddling and physical touch. In the coming weeks my family and my close friend circle will all be away on vacation, and I am worried I will enter that valley of sadness again. My therapist is lovely and helpful but I obviously can’t just rely on her.
So, what have you found helpful?
I go for walks outdoors, yoga, exercise, but then I end up on the couch too often and watching tv as well. I know I need another outlet but just not sure how to find it. Of course I want to meet someone but I know it’s too soon and would not be healthy to begin doing that.
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Very brief summary of my past ~year. I was in an almost 12 yr relationship and owned a home with my ex. I was cheated on emotionally and agreed to try an open relationship. I knew deep down it would fail. I went on a trip last summer, and met a wonderful guy and we fell fast for eachother. When I returned I broke up with my old ex and began dating new guy however, we are from different countries which made things difficult. He really has shown me pure love and is so opposite of my prior ex which is maybe what attracted me so much to him.
I sold my home, went on a leave from work to be with new guy for almost 7 weeks in other country. It was amazing but having to return home was increasingly difficult with travel expenses and jobs making it hard to really commit.
New guy challenged me in many ways, good ways mostly. It was hard for him to visit me because I had to move back with my parents and we were having to Airbnb and hotel and I didn’t have my own space to share. We took a step back from talking; and I really focused in on finding a new job as my old one was not serving me well. During this “break” the dreaded breakup phone call came and I was heart broken. More than I ever was of my ex of 12 years. Probably because I was actually in love.
We stopped talking for maybe a week but he broke the silence as the breakup was not really relationship matters but a lot of distance and borders and my job doesn’t allow me to work out of country. We sporadically talked and wanted to be friends; which we were for a while.
I went to visit him for a week in March; vibes were different but it was still nice and I felt some closure since we could talk more in person.
We still talked a bit stating to be friends with benefits essentially, maybe having some visits as long as it felt it wasn’t getting in the way of new potential dating (however there is no way I am ready for that)
I did get a new job, yay! So had some time off before my new job; for a trip I took myself on. My first solo travel which was scary at first but so amazing. I was in a close city to him so he said why not change your flight and come visit? Of course I did; because I have feelings for him. How could I not still have them? I know this whole friends thing was like playing with fire. I have no regrets about anything. But last night ultimately I had to come to terms with I can’t just be the “friend” and I’m going to have to let him go and have less contact. I love this man :( but I know things don’t align. It just sucks.
I’m really just rambling here but I know I’ve gone through so much change…. Jumped into a new relationship so fast. It’s all been a whirlwind and I think this chapter of my life had to happen for the next one to start. But my heart just aches. I guess this is what it’s like to be in the thick of it I suppose. I’ll just try to be kind to myself as best I can but any kind advice or wise words are welcome. Thanks for listening. I have a few gfs to talk to but also my lifelong friends are drifting; and I’m tired of being the one to always reach out to them; just want someone to check on me I guess.
So I travelled for from Canada for these shows: though the sound at Solomun could have been improved i found a nice pocket by the end. Just too short of a set. However, this evening blew me away. I’ve loved mall grab a long time, the dare was the perfect blend of things, and hollllyyyyyy moly underworld….. how do you go to a show after that haha
I 98% want to attend coachella next year, however, unsure if I'll have anyone to go with or end up attending alone and not sure of accommodation yet; haha. Coming from Canada, so ticket will still be pricey regardless; but worth it to just buy a ticket tomorrow so its over with? And if I for some reason don't end up going worry about selling it next year?