u/lloveyDovey

Why is it bad why does it matter why do people care why do I have to hide my tools and hide parts of my body, Why do I always feel the awful guilt even when it doesn't really affect me otherwise,, until someone finds out why why why

Okay so I cut recently and the thing is I hadn't for so long that all my scars are flat and white so long ago that I keep forgetting I even did? It doesn't feel real? I don't feel guilty it just happened so I don't really need comfort for that I just was wondering if this is something other people feel too?? I also cut in a place where I just don't feel it at all throughout the day and so it feels even more like I just didn't even at all, feels like such a reset. Some of my scars aren't even visible so it just feels so weird????? I dunno I have been feeling so so off recently

Also I don't keep any track of how long ago I last cut so yeah