Fear of failure, how do I overcome it and finally become robust?
Everytime I've engaged in a fight I've rarely won.
As antag, with weapon advantage? Got gibbed by a cane holding elderly clown
As thief, preparing the whole round to steal from HoS? Got caught 5 seconds in.
Meet a tider in maints? Over before it started.
I'm so unrobust I've developed a fear/aversion of playing sec, command, or antag. It's getting kind of boring playing chef or assistant every round... what do I do? Is there a server where I can train, or something like that?