Confused about my major and if I’m even good enough for college.
Im strictly doing college online due to being a full time mom to a toddler and I only had a few options of majors to choose from. I started my first semester this summer with the help of a fasfa but I’m scared that I might lose it or something because I’m only taking 3 classes at a time and already failed 2. Im having problems managing my time and just being able to get proper sleep. It seems like when im enrolled im either trying to do my school working or running after my daughter. Theres a lot of other things I have put aside because I’ve been so overwhelmed with school and it’s getting hard and im ONLY IN MY FIRST SEMESTER technically going into my second. I don’t know how to read fast enough or study fast enough and it’s just harder being online instead of in person but I honestly have no other choice. I so desperately want a college education and I want to be able to give my daughter the life I didn’t have. Im trying to break cycles but I have just been struggling. I start 3 more classes on 8/17 but I’m not even sure I want to continue with the major. I haven’t even talked to my advisor because my sleep schedule is so off due to everything. Im currently taking Computer development cybersecurity but I don’t think I’m cut out for it especially because I don’t think I’m taking in the information properly. I really enjoy writing and have thought about switching my major but I’m not even sure if that’s the route i want to go down. Im just really struggling and would love some advice maybe even some study/reading tips.