u/lovieurdoe

♡. ໒꒰ so basically , i am autistic , and i also have a lot of sensorial sensitivity , specially towards paper .

for context , i have told my mom a while ago about my aversion towards the smell and texture of any type of paper , so that she could give me another chore instead of taking out the bathroom trash in specific .

she said " okay , do this instead " , and it has been okay for a while until i got hit with a very bad depressive episode that made me barely capable of waking up for school . which means i wasn't being able to do the chores i was assigned to do . so my mom obviously started getting angrier and angrier at me .

i told her i was going to go back to doing the chores ( and i did ) , but i only went back to doing the chores i had been assigned to ( which means no taking the bathroom trash out ). however ! one day she yelled at me and screamed telling me to take the bathroom trash out and then accused me of not doing sh!t around the house . out of the scare of the moment , i did , but it was a very unpleasant experience because i was already overstimulated that day ( i had to wear a tighter uniform shirt , and i despise the texture of my uniform ) .

and ever since that day , she has been telling me to take the trash out , even after i told her about my sensitivity , and when i tried to talk to her about it again , she said : " you don't have any sensitivity towards paper , you just don't want to do your chores " .

and since my mom is a very scary person , and i have gone through a lot due to her own words , i just lowered my head and accepted that that's what she thinks . now i'm currently having to do a lot of things that go against my own limits ( today i had to wear a pair of pants i specifically despise combined with a shirt i also hate , and today i'll have to take the trash out once again ) . i really really believe that if this keeps going , i might have a possible breakdown at the worst timing ever . . . i just wish my parents could take my boundaries more serious . :(

꒰ა in my most honest opinion . . . i don't like the whole thing going on where a specific yumeshipper of character gets labelled as THE yumeshipper of the character . because it invalidates their doubles a lot .

an example is that one allan yumeshipper ( smiling friends ) who's technically 'canon' now , i personally do not think that is fair at all .

there are many other allan yumeshippers out there who are nonsharing that were probably genuinely hurt by that , and it is very upsetting . even i as an allan yumeshipper [ hypersharing ] was a bit bothered by that ...

my opinion is that i don't think people should claim only one person is a character's OFFICIAL lover because certainly there will be someone else who yumeships with the character that might be upset .

and some might see it as harmless , but just imagine you're trying to indulge a little with your f/os content but all you see is videos or fanarts of THAT one yumeshipper , it's frustrating to say the least . ໒꒱༝⁺.

── nekoyu 🍩. [ meow / it ]

ʚ「 (♡) ─ it's not anything new for my school that i can't take part in a specific time of the week that is their religious presentations every thursday ( i study in a religious school ) because their presentations tend to include flashing lights and other things that can trigger an epileptic seizure for me . ( which has already happened once at my first day on the school )

however ! SOME of my current classmates thought i was just lying to skip that particular part of the day so i could just freely roam around the school with nobody to boss me ( which is untrue because i do stay near where said religious presentations happen , just next to a school staff to watch over me while i do other activities ) . so , said classmates thought it would be very clever of them to just go towards me and start clicking their phone's flashlight nonstop against my face to see if i'd actually have a seizure .

luckily i managed to avoid said seizure by immediately averting my gaze , but they still thought i was just being a little baby . it was a very scary experience for me because my seizures have affected me deeply in my daily life and that was a very immature thing of them to even try to do .

anyway , that should be a PSA for parents to teach their kids to not be little shitheads to others just because THEY think it's a privilege to not partake in a class . ૮(˶ᵔᵕᵔ˶)ა

── 🦉. lucifer [ it / he ]

ᰔᩚ ꒱𓐇˚ִִ yup . .

so basically what happened is that one of our masc alters [ elliot - he him ] was currently fronting while doomscrolling through tiktok and stuff , and he found a video he could relate to ( talking about the struggles of being a masc alter on an afab body or with a fem heavy amount of alters and how most would be opposed to physical transition ) , so he commented about his own experience and talked about how he was the only one to actually want top surgery and to transition fully despite not being the ONLY masc alter .

however ! a very sympathetic folk / s decided it would be oh so awesome to not only not just ignore elliot ' s comment , but also go all the way to reply and say the stupidest thing ever .

" ermm , women can't have DID , and it's impossible to have an alter that is the opposite gender because alters are just your personality types 🤓 . "

what

that is the most nonsense i've ever seen someone utter in my entire life . genuinely what the heck ? how does that even make the slightest bit of sense at all ? and we never even claimed to have DID ( which we aren't sure of just yet , but for now we are a bordergenic system not a DID one ) . genuinely what is this person on about ??

it should be needless to say that elliot absolutely HATED that reply and he is currently avoiding fronting or even going on tiktok because he just despises conflicts .

─ fawn 🦌 ʚ [ she . it ] ɞ