u/lunancre999

Broke college student and I have only had a beef jerky and caffeine today anything would help if I can walk and pick it up

I’m going thru so much shit right now and I’m just so exhausted and bored with life I wanna die but my bf loves me so maybe I should stick around for awhile?

Why must I be hated because everyone thinks it’s a sin to be transgender I just love myself and love being feminine and masculine I wish they’d see gods love is bigger than the gender binary!

I’ve been sneezing since I started listening to him today I didn’t think music could make you sneeze lol I’m not sick just sneezing

Ever since I was young I was trying on dresses and doing makeup then when I got to high school I joined the lgbtqia+ club and I met a girl who was transitioning to a boy and we dated for about 2 years and now I miss her cus I moved towns and haven’t spoken to her since the breakup but I’m wondering if I can be a girl and still supported by god I’m so scared I’ll go to hell for it because of what Christian’s say but I wanted to know this form someone who’s more awakened and in tune with their higher self

Anyone know why it happens almost every time but it’s worse this time

I keep getting no answers from him about my gender and if I can be trans and still supported by him but I cry so much about it lately and I’ve been told by so many Christian’s I’m going to hell for it but I don’t think a loving god would want to send someone for hell for loving other’s authentically

I’ve been dressing as a girl online and in real life for a few years but I feel more of a connection to the androgynous style I hope god doesn’t send me to hell for this because it’s just who I am and I’m so scared of coming out to god as agender using they / them / theirs pronouns I feel like I should just pretend like it doesn’t bother me to be a boy but I really hate my life as a boy and feel more comfortable in dresses and cool jeans and doing makeup

Like bro I’m incredibly depressed right now and I’m so tired how am I supposed to make things positive if everything feels so boring lately