I was shocked. It just flowed out of me.
Is this how normal people puke?
i used to feel like my i’d get an aneurism from how much my whole body was straining to puke before. Puking is one of my biggest fears but this one wasn’t that bad! get botox!
ever since i year ago ive had a sudden and extreme boom of stretch marks. I have slightly high fasting glucose but a1c is normal. I also have hypothyroidism.
in a span of a year it has littered almost every part of my body and it’s still going. i haven’t used steroids, ive been gaining weight but very slowly and im actually really struggling to lose weight.
Some of the stretch marks are pretty wide and i’ve noticed that i can see the veins on my legs, which i couldn’t do before cuz I’m black.
i don’t have acne, im not sure if i have moon face or not, i have noticed that i suddenly started gaining more fat around my abdomen when it usually goes to my arms and legs, i don’t think i bruise easily but i still have a bruise i got in february, i have joint pain, my stretch marks usually comes in groups suddenly and once they’re there they grow and grow, i have periods were im wide awake and barely need any sleep for days then days were i need 15 hours of sleep to function. I have 1-2 months every few months where im really anxious and wound up for no reason.
slightly irregular periods. honestly i just want a stop to these stretch marks, i find new ones almost weekly and it’s tearing me apart.
anyone in sweden who can give me tips on how to get diagnosed? rheumatology won’t take me and same with general genetics. my doctor don’t know anything about eds and i dont know where or who to turn to. I’m in Stockholm
i got botox 1.5 months ago and i can mostly burp. It’s not big burps, i just have a bunch of smaller ones. I thought treating the rcpd would cure the bloating but my stomach still balloons and im still farting a lot.
it’s obviously better than it was before the botox but it’s far from good. I don’t know what else could be causing my bloating
it’s one of my favorite female isekai manhwas ever and i feel like people rarely mentions it. the female lead is strong and capable, not stupid and the rest of the characters are interesting too. but best of all >!she doesn’t end up with the black haired character with the male lead personality but the traumatized magician with long hair that i was sure would be the 2nd male lead but no. i love that!<
I’m 20 turning 21 and I still haven’t finished high school. And even if things somehow work out I probably still won’t be done for another two years. I’ve tried so many times to make school work but every single time I just end up overwhelmed, exhausted and back in my room again. Meanwhile everyone my age is moving on with their lives and I feel completely stuck.
I’ve tried working too but it never lasts. I either get overwhelmed, shut down, burn out or just completely stop functioning after a while and recently I got fired again. And I also have chronic pain so most jobs I can even get without graduating are physically miserable too. Everything just feels impossible to maintain.
I know I have autism and I recently got diagnosed with cptsd because my childhood was fucked, and my therapist keeps telling me that a lot of my problems come from trauma, but I still can’t stop blaming myself for all of this. I feel like I ruined my own life somehow. Like everyone else can handle basic things and I just can’t no matter how hard I try. And the worst part is I actually WANT a life. I want to go to school and feel normal. I want friends. I want to feel comfortable in a class instead of constantly anxious and overwhelmed. I want to be able to finish school, maybe go to university someday and study god knows what, get a job I can actually handle and keep long term. i want to feel safe around people instead of feeling trapped and like I need to escape all the time.
But every time I try to do anything my brain just shuts down. Assignments overwhelm me so badly that I freeze and avoid them completely. Crowds make me anxious and exhausted. Being around people drains me because I constantly feel watched or judged or like I’m doing something wrong. Even getting startled by my alarm in the morning makes me anxious and panicky for hours. It feels lik im constantly on edge and hiding in my room is the only thing that makes me feel safe. I’ve basically been isolating myself since I was like 11 years old and now I don’t even know how to exist normally anymore. Part of me still feels like a scared little kid waiting to get yelled at or judged all the time. I know that sounds pathetic but it’s true. I blame myself so much, i know this is all my fault. Recently I’ve been thinking that it might be better to just die, I’ve tried twice but third time’s the charm. Even tho my parents have been far from good i still feel intense guilt over still not amounting to anything and the fact that my little sister is doing way better than me. I feel so ashamed of myself and instead of doing something about it i just hide. I’m so pathetic.
And now my parents are kicking me out when I turn 21 so i’ll most likely end up homeless. i don’t have any savings or anything. I just don’t know what to do anymore. i feel completely hopeless and exhausted and I honestly can’t imagine myself ever being happy or functioning like a normal person. Death is the only option for me at this point
hello! i’ve been getting stretch marks all over my body for the last years. i haven’t gained weight or lost so it’s not that. they are really deep and im finding new ones like every other week. i dont know what to do at this point. i feel like i don’t have control over my own body and i feel ugly. they’re really deep and really dark and they’re absolutely everywhere, even my forearms so i can’t even wear short sleeves. its summer soon and i cant keep on wearing long pants and long sleeved shirts all the time. my doctor won’t take it seriously. any tips? 🥹