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👤 Bring out the big drums, bass, beat, and exprience the feeling of being **NOBODY** in a way you've never heard before.
🔥 This track is unique, catchy, and will make your body move to its groove before you even notice.
*All lyrics are original, written by me, without AI generation or assistance.
"SMOKE RISE HIGH"
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(Yeah, yeah...)
(Late nights... late nights...)
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Late night, out high on my balcony
Clear night skies hypnotize me
Wishin' for a shooting star
Want one sent 'specially for me
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I'm on top of the world lasts a moment or two
Mind falls back down under the ground, I - (hh)
Need smoke to breathe air as much as O2
Lungs full of irony
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(Ohhh, the irony...)
(Hahaha...)
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Flick of my lighter
Smoke rise with the fire
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Exhale extra slow
Don't let it go
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Flick of my lighter
Smoke rise with the fire
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Smoke rise high, but I get higher
Smoke rise high, I get higher!
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Chain smoke-in' like a fuck-in' chimney
Nahh no fires here except for me!
Second-hand smoke, neighbors be grateful
You gettin' high rollin' with me!
(Fo' free!)
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The night don't feel right with no stars in the sky
Fly up above the clouds, wanna stay that high
City lights shine bright, no one can see me
I'm the ghost of some person I used to be...
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Blowin' clouds of loud down all over the streets
Blow 'til I'm floatin' up over the city
I'm up the highest, means I'm the High King
King of no one, no one fuckin' knows me
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(King of no one, no one knows me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
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Flick of my lighter
Smoke rise with the fire
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Exhale extra slow
Don't let it go
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Flick of my lighter
Smoke rise with the fire
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Smoke rise high, but I get higher
Smoke rise high, I get higher!
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Same location, hoodie from Goodwill
Feeling the highs, feeling the lows still
Same location, locked in a standstill
Feeling the highs, why can't I feel the thrill?
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Iron lungs, full of irony
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Yeah, yeah, look at me!
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So fuckin' independent unless we talking Xannies!
Might be gone by the dawn, guess we 'bout to see
You won't see me at the bar, in the car, on the streets
I'll be on my balcony smokin' all my weed
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(Late nights, same nights)
(Same highs, same lows)
(Late nights, same nights)
(Same highs, same lows)
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Don't let the feeling go
(Same highs)
Don't let the feeling go
(Same lows)
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Can't let the feeling go.
"OVERDOSE"
Alt Rap, Alt Hip-Hop, Alt R&B - 85 BPM - G# Minor Key
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[Verse 1]
Sippin' yesterday's moonshine
Under yesterday's moonlight
Thinkin' 'bout better days
Memories blurred in a static haze
(I don't mind, I don't mind)
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H.D. Clarity is pain--fully overrated
Can't face myself since I failed and faded
Can't solve my problems I can't even try
Nah, my story never been scripted right
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[Verse 2]
Disappear in my homies basement late at night
Dissociate into cable movies like the the old times
Hit replay repeat, refill my bowl, relight my pipe
Half my drink left I need it full and multiplied by five
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[Pre-Chorus]
One forty ounce glass
Five lines of blue xanax
Minutes turn into seconds
Seconds turn to paralysis
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[Chorus 1]
Living that half life
Been seeing with half sight
Living that fast life
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Last take... Last sight
I'm over hope, it don't last right
Last breath... Last light
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[Hook 1]
Overnight hit the flatline
Overdose in the blue light
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Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, Ohhh
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[Verse 3]
Hold up, scene is changin' and not just on TV
Hold up, why the main character look like me?
Life plays back like I-MAX seventy millimeter
Analyze and realize this screening made especially for me
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Roll up the film reel, I made too many mistakes
Pause it right here, I need four or five more takes
CUT! Don't wanna see all my actions and backlash
Rewind right there, backtrack back before I crash
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[Chorus 2]
Living that half life
Been seeing with half sight
Living that fast life
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Last take... Last sight
I'm over hope, it don't last right
Last breath... Last light
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[Hook 2]
Overnight hit the flatline
Overdose in the blue light
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Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, Ohhh
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(automated phone call)
("Nine One One, Please Stand By")
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[Verse 4]
No autobiography, category is tragedy
No character growth, hope, or chances to succeed
Spoiler alert, roll credits, no one saves me
Relatable, I didn't save me either, see?
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I'm the anti hero to my own damn life story
Mind outta sight I'm shown in third person P.O.V.
This don't help me accept anythin', it's just depressin' me
Writer producer and director, cut their salary
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[Bridge]
Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, ohhh
Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, ohhh
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[Outro]
Bright flash of white light
See it with my full sight
Screen turns to black night...
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(loud ZAP)
(ambulence siren noises, heart monitor beeping)
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(spoken)
Huh.
Lucky, luucky me...
One last take...
Don't fuck it up.
...CUT!
"OVERDOSE"
Alt Rap / Hip-Hop / R&B - 85 BPM - G# Minor Key
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[Verse 1]
Sippin' yesterday's moonshine
Under yesterday's moonlight
Thinkin' 'bout better days
Memories blurred in a static haze
(I don't mind, I don't mind)
-
H.D. Clarity is pain--fully overrated
Can't face myself since I failed and faded
Can't solve my problems I can't even try
Nah, my story never been scripted right
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[Verse 2]
Disappear in my homies basement late at night
Dissociate into cable movies like the the old times
Hit replay repeat, refill my bowl, relight my pipe
Half my drink left I need it full and multiplied by five
-
[Pre-Chorus]
One forty ounce glass
Five lines of blue xanax
Minutes turn into seconds
Seconds turn to paralysis
-
[Chorus 1]
Living that half life
Been seeing with half sight
Living that fast life
-
Last take... Last sight
I'm over hope, it don't last right
Last breath... Last light
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[Hook 1]
Overnight hit the flatline
Overdose in the blue light
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Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, Ohhh
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[Verse 3]
Hold up, scene is changin' and not just on TV
Hold up, why the main character look like me?
Life plays back like I-MAX seventy millimeter
Analyze and realize this screening made especially for me
-
Roll up the film reel, I made too many mistakes
Pause it right here, I need four or five more takes
CUT! Don't wanna see all my actions and backlash
Rewind right there, backtrack back before I crash
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[Chorus 2]
Living that half life
Been seeing with half sight
Living that fast life
-
Last take... Last sight
I'm over hope, it don't last right
Last breath... Last light
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[Hook 2]
Overnight hit the flatline
Overdose in the blue light
-
Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, Ohhh
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(automated phone call)
("Nine One One, Please Stand By")
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[Verse 4]
No autobiography, category is tragedy
No character growth, hope, or chances to succeed
Spoiler alert, roll credits, no one saves me
Relatable, I didn't save me either, see?
-
I'm the anti hero to my own damn life story
Mind outta sight I'm shown in third person P.O.V.
This don't help me accept anythin', it's just depressin' me
Writer producer and director, cut their salary
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[Bridge]
Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, ohhh
Over, over, over, overdose
Over, over, over, over, ohhh
-
[Outro]
Bright flash of white light
See it with my full sight
Screen turns to black night...
-
(loud ZAP)
(ambulence siren noises, heart monitor beeping)
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(spoken)
Huh.
Lucky, luucky me...
One last take...
Don't fuck it up.
...CUT!
[Intro] (spoken)
People like me, we ain't always get a choice.
And there some people out there,
That just- they don't believe that.
But it's fuckin' real, you know?...
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[Verse]
I'm deep inside the trees beneath crescent moon deep blue skies
Seekin' the shine of the light bleedin' between the pines
Feelin' the pain achin', brain breakin', relief still stays fleetin'
Ain't tryna be wise, I'm tryna survive the evening
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[Verse]
There ain't no cure for this kind of dependence, ain't no rebellion
Sippin' the weed pen til the lights start bendin' in my reflection
Hittin' the green til my eyes turn red, glowin' iridescent
Feelin' like Prometheus sent the escape from existence
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[Hook]
I'm a moth to the flame
Fly high, might wind up dead
They all gonna blame me
Whenever my life end
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[Post-Hook]
(I- I- I'm the one to blame)
(I'm a moth to the flame)
(I- I- I'm the one to blame)
(I'm a moth to the flame)
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[Verse]
Fade away, I don't exist; hide from pain, there ain't no fix
Smoke driftin' in the breeze, I'm still chasin' that one last hit
Take it in, steal it from the wind and roll that one last spliff
Think I'm movin' closer to my couple moments of bliss
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[Verse]
I breathe smoke in-stead of air so I'm numb to the fear and regret
Fucked my life up again, doses went up for pills and medicine
They see me speakin', my mind keeps screamin' breakdown in six seconds
Crush up and pass the xannies, I'll be all better in six seconds
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(When six seconds turn to seven; that's my death sentence)
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[Hook]
I'm a moth to the flame
Fly high, might wind up dead
They all gonna blame me
Whenever my life end
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[Verse]
Run, find cover every morning soon as the sun come up again
Incessant sadness and panic, only defense is deflectin' distress
Natural selection against me, crushin' the bug under pressure
Buzz, buzz, motherfucker - I can't find no respect for me neither
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[Verse]
Y'all saw the ashes, didn't see the smoke signals?
Y'all knew the ending, but didn't see this comin'?
It ain't invisible, y'all are just quiet witnesses.
I'll always be a moth to the flame,
But I ain't the only one to blame.
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[Outro]
I'm a moth to the flame
I'm a moth to the flame
I- I- I'm the one to --
(Coughing)
[Intro]
(Can't fill it...)
(Can't live with it)
(Can't fill it...)
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[Verse]
I fucked life up, didn't I?
No, I didn't...
I broke my soul, didn't I?
No, I didn't...
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[Verse]
I'm in my bedroom - except no, I'm not - fuck this
My body is here - my mind lost to the abyss
Take a hit, getting crossfaded to forget I exist
Take another sip, not choosing this but I can't resist
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[Pre-Hook]
I'm not supposed to be in this society
Everybody lucid, I'm always so hazy
May be the pills, maybe the weed, don't ask me
I'm blinded by the smoke and ash all over me
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[Hook]
I have a hole in my soul
Yeah, I have to live with it
Loving me is a black hole
Nothing will ever fill it
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[Verse]
People all around me, I'm so fucking alone
Switch off my reality, go into my zone
You wanna talk to me?
Gotta switch into my human persona
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[Verse]
Don't pretend to understand me
Wasn't always this gone and broken
Stole some benzos, then my life got stolen
A ghost of me took control, but no one can see
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[Verse]
I carry the blame, but what if it was fated?
If god is real, I must be real hated
There's a hole through me, pain and guilt is what I bleed
If all hope is gone, I'm getting wasted
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[Hook]
I have a hole in my soul
Yeah, I have to live with it
Loving me is a black hole
Nothing will ever fill it
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[Bridge]
I fucked up my life, yeah
I broke my soul, yeah
Avoid it like a void
Coping is killing me
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[Verse]
Silence is owning me, no one can help me
My own gravity collapsing in on me
I got a black hole inside me
Losing reasons to live with it
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[Outro]
Can't fill it...
Can't live with it
Can't fill it...
Have to live with it
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[Intro]
(Can't fill it...)
(Can't live with it)
(Can't fill it...)
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[Verse]
I fucked life up, didn't I?
No, I didn't...
I broke my soul, didn't I?
No, I didn't...
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[Verse]
I'm in my bedroom - except no, I'm not - fuck this
My body is here - my mind lost to the abyss
Take a hit, getting crossfaded to forget I exist
Take another sip, not choosing this but can't resist
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[Pre-Hook]
I'm not supposed to be in this society
Everybody lucid, I'm always so hazy
May be the pills, maybe the weed, don't ask me
I'm blinded by the smoke and ash all over me
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[Hook]
I have a hole in my soul
Yeah, I have to live with it
Loving me is a black hole
Nothing will ever fill it
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[Verse]
People all around me, I'm so fucking alone
Switch off my reality, go into my zone
You wanna talk to me?
Gotta switch into my human persona
-
[Verse]
Don't pretend to understand me
Wasn't always this gone and broken
Stole some benzos, then my life got stolen
A ghost of me took control, but no one can see
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[Verse]
I carry the blame, but what if it was fated?
If god is real, I must be real hated
There's a hole through me, pain and guilt is what I bleed
If all hope is gone, I'm getting wasted
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[Hook]
I have a hole in my soul
Yeah, I have to live with it
Loving me is a black hole
Nothing will ever fill it
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[Bridge]
I fucked up my life, yeah
I broke my soul, yeah
Avoid it like a void
Coping is killing me
-
[Verse]
Silence is owning me, no one can help me
My own gravity collapsing in on me
I got a black hole inside me
Losing reasons to live with it
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[Outro]
Can't fill it...
Can't live with it
Can't fill it...
Have to live with it
INTRO:
(Smoke rise with the fire)
(Smoke rise with the fire)
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VERSE 1
On my balcony, the night sky hypnotize me
Always wish for a shooting star, one just for me
On top of the world, my mind down under the ground
Need smoke to breathe air -my lungs full of irony
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(Oh, oh, the irony)
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VERSE 2
I'm chain-smoking like a chimney
Yo, there's no fire, it's just me
Second-hand smoke, neighbors grateful
You getting high rolling with me
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VERSE 3:
Inhale... hold... exhale... repeat
I'm the highest, that means I'm the real king
King of no one, no one fucking knows me
I'm on top, no, no one fucking knows me
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Yeah, mm,
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HOOK:
Flick- of my lighter
Smoke rise with the fire
Burn it extra slow, low
Don't let the feeling go
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POST-HOOK:
No, no, don't let it go
Oh, exhale extra slow
Oh, oh ...
Yeah, watch the smoke rise, flow
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VERSE 4:
Inhale
Same location, hoodie from goodwill Feeling the highs, feeling so low still
Hold
Same location, locked in a standstill Feeling the highs, why can't I feel the thrill
Blow
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VERSE 5:
The night don't feel right with no stars in the sky
Fly me up above the clouds, wanna stay that high
City lights shine bright, nobody can see me
I'm a ghost of the person I used to be...
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Yeah, yeah, look at me!
'
VERSE 6:
So fucking independent unless we talking xannies
Might be gone by the dawn, guess we gonna see
You won't see me at the bar, in the car, on the streets
You can catch me on my balcony smoking all my weed
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VERSE 7
Ring up King Midas, told him turn me to gold
Let the cracks show how this statue was broken
Stoner to the bone, reaching out slow motion
Need that green like O2, even when I'm frozen
'
Yeah, yeah, you already know!
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Yeah, mm,
'
HOOK:
Flick- of my light-er
Smoke rise- with the- fire
Exhale extra slow, slow
Can't let this feeling go
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POST-HOOK:
No, no, don't let it go, no
Hold- exhale extra slow
Yeah, watch the cherry grow, glow
Oh, oh ...
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OUTRO;
Same highs, same lows
Don't let the feeling go
Same highs, same lows
Don't let the- feeling- go...
Intro:
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
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(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
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(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-d-dumb, dumb)
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Verse 1:
Got some brain cells to lose, got too many
My thoughts try to break loose, got too many
When I try to stand up, my head too heavy
Someone run me down, lobotomize me
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Verse 2:
Wake in the morning, ready for the night
Fight inside my mind just to hide it
Burn three joints to borrow some quiet
Shake me when it's time for the next hit
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Pre-Hook:
Pass the glass, knock a few thoughts off the top
Buy a few minutes, make the volume drop
Hurricaine in my brain making me suffer
Hope I wake up just a little bit simpler
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Hook:
Wish I was dumb
Shut my mind down
Shut it the fuck up
Dumb, dumb, dumb
-
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Post-Hook:
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(D-d-dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(D-d-dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb-)
-
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Verse 3:
Past plays through my head on repeat
I can see the future coming at me
I can see the traps set up to trip me
That won't help me, no, won't help me
-
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Verse 4:
No, my brain not meant to be this way
Benzos every day to be okay
Then the benzos took my life away
So alone, turn to smoke, leave no trace
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Pre-Hook:
Yeah, hit my lowest, now I'm going through phases
Give me a break, I'm a work in pieces
I'm working hard, why the pain so hard to carry?
Wish I was dumb - maybe then I'd be happy
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Hook:
Wish I was dumb
Slow as this drum
Shut the fuck up
Numb my brain up
-
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Outro:
Wish I was dumb
Shut my mind down
Numb me all up
Dumb, dumb, dumb
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(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
"Wish I Was Dumb"
BPM: ~115
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Intro:
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
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(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-d-dumb, dumb-)
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Verse 1:
Got some brain cells to lose, got too many
My thoughts try to break loose, got too many
I try to get up, my head too heavy
Someone run me down, lobotomize me
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Verse 2:
Wake in the morning waiting for the night
Fight inside my mind all day just to hide it
Burn three joints just to borrow some quiet
Shake me awake when it's time to take my hit
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Pre-Hook:
Pass the glass, knock a few thoughts off the top
Buy a few seconds when the volume drops
When I go to sleep, dreams take it all over
Hope I wake up just a little bit simpler
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Hook:
Wish I was dumb
Shut my mind down
Shut it the fuck up
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
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Post-Hook:
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
(D-d-umb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
(D-d-dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb-)
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Verse 3:
Days pass, past plays through my head on repeat
I can see the future coming at me
I can see the traps set up to trip me
That won't help me, no, won't help me
-
Verse 4:
Oh, my brain ain't supposed to be this way
Took benzos to feel ok, took my life away
So alone, gonna turn to smoke, leave no trace
Still not gonna make this pain go away, ay
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Pre-Hook:
Already hit my lowest - it is what it is
Now I'm a broken person - work in pieces
Slow it down - time is flowing way too fast for me
Yeah, wish I was dumb - maybe then I'd be happy
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Hook:
Wish I was dumb
Shut my mind down
Shut the fuck up
Numb my brain up
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Outro:
Wish I was dumb
Slow as this drum
Numb me all up
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
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(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
"Wish I Was Dumb" (title typo)
BPM: ~115
Intro:
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
-
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-d-dumb, dumb-)
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Verse 1:
Got some brain cells to lose, got too many
My thoughts try to break loose, got too many
I try to get up, my head too heavy
Someone run me down, lobotomize me
-
Verse 2:
Wake in the morning waiting for the night
Fight inside my mind all day just to hide it
Burn three joints just to borrow some quiet
Shake me awake when it's time to take my hit
-
Pre-Hook:
Pass the glass, knock a few thoughts off the top
Buy a few seconds when the volume drops
When I go to sleep, dreams take it all over
Hope I wake up just a little bit simpler
-
Hook:
Wish I was dumb
Shut my mind down
Shut the fuck up
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
-
Post-Hook:
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
(D-d-umb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
(D-d-dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb-)
-
Verse 3:
Days pass, past plays through my head on repeat
I can see the future coming at me
I can see the traps set up to trip me
That won't help me, no, won't help me
-
Verse 4:
Oh, my brain ain't supposed to be this way
Took benzos to feel ok, took my life away
So alone, gonna turn to smoke, leave no trace
Still not gonna make this pain go away, ay
-
Pre-Hook:
Already hit my lowest - it is what it is
Now I'm a broken person - work in pieces
Slow it down - time is flowing way too fast for me
Yeah, wish I was dumb - maybe then I'd be happy
-
Hook:
Wish I was dumb
Shut my mind down
Numb my brain up
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
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Outro:
Wish I was dumb
Slow as this drum
Numb me all up
Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb
-
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb)
(Dumb, dumb, d-d-dumb, dumb)
TW: depression, drugs, suicide
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Voice of an angel, soul of one too
Feels too much, lies 'cause she can't trust you
Say it'll get better, hasn't so far
Fades into the pain, fades away
-
Oh, it's getting late in the day
One last sunset for the brave
Before she leaves and flies away
One last sunset left to save
-
She hangs brightly, trying to reach Nirvana
No bang like Cobain, she fades away quietly
-
Statue on the edge of a balcony
Black moon at midnight, cold rain falling
She stares over the railing, longing
Rain washes away the tears she cries
-
Still, for hours, shapes and lights move strangely
Mistook a shadow for her savior
Knows no one is coming to save her
-
Fading...
-
Pills fill her brain, sadness floats away
She didn't mean to, but now she can't move
Holding her hand up, trying to touch the light
Breathing slows and lightens
She knows but doesn't fight
-
She hangs brightly, going to Nirvana
No bang like Cobain, she fades away in silence
-
She fell gently, flew up to the sky
Turned into a new constellation
Simplify her into somebody's lesson
Seven stars, only seven pieces of her person
-
Voice of an angel, gone too soon
Didn't even have a white lighter
Drawing in the night won't be bright enough
For them to remember her fire
-
Fading away...
-
She hangs brightly, flying in Nirvana
No bang like Cobain, she fades away
Soon as the dawn rises, she fades away...
TW: depression, drugs, suicide
------
Voice of an angel, soul of one too
Feels too much, lies 'cause she can't trust you
Say it'll get better, hasn't so far
Fades into the pain, fades away
-
Oh, it's getting late in the day
One last sunset for the brave
Before she leaves and flies away
One last sunset left to save
-
She hangs brightly, trying to reach Nirvana
No bang like Cobain, she fades away quietly
-
Statue on the edge of a balcony
Black moon at midnight, cold rain falling
She stares over the railing, longing
Rain washes away the tears she cries
-
Still for hours, shapes and lights move strangely
Mistook a shadow for her savior
Knows no one is coming to save her
-
Fading...
-
Pills fill her brain, sadness floats away
She didn't mean to, but now she can't move
Holding her hand up tryna touch the light
Breathing slows and lightens
She knows but doesn't fight
-
She hangs brightly, going to Nirvana
No bang like Cobain, she fades away in silence
-
Fell quiet, flew up to the sky
Turned into a new constellation
Simplify her into a lesson
Seven stars, only seven pieces of her person
-
Voice of an angel, gone too soon
Didn't even have a white lighter
Drawing in the night won't be bright enough
For them to remember her fire
-
Fading away...
-
She hangs brightly, flying in Nirvana
No bang like Cobain, she fades away
Soon as the dawn rise, she fades away...
(Sippin' on the smoke)
(Exhale extra slow)
-
Starin' at the sky from my balcony again
End of every day always go the same way
Yeah, I'm cross-faded, fuckin' isolated
At least I'm fuckin' medicated, ay, ay
-
Flick of my lighter, smoke rise with the fire
Everybody movin' on, I'm still an outsider
Loner to the bone, nobody callin' my phone
Get high to feel alright, tryna make it til the sun rise
-
Sippin' on the smoke
Exhale extra slow, slow
Tryna make it last longer
Can't let the feeling go, no
-
The night don't feel right with no stars in the sky
Fly me up above the clouds, wanna stay that high
City lights shine bright, nobody can see me
I'm just the ghost of the person I used to be
-
Yeah, yeah, look at me
-
So fuckin' independent unless we talking xannies
Might be gone by the dawn, guess we'll have to see
You won't see me at the bar, in the car, on the streets
You can catch me on my balcony smokin' all my weed
-
(Inhale)
-
Same location, hoodie from goodwill
Feelin' the highs, but feelin' so low still
-
(Hold)
-
Same location, hooked at a standstill
Feelin' the highs, can't even feel the thrill
-
(Blow)
-
Flick of my lighter, smoke rise with the fire
Hit up King Midas, told him turn me to gold stone
Stoner to the bone, reachin' out slow motion
Lit up, need that green like O2, even when I'm frozen
-
Yeah, yeah, you already know
-
(Same highs, same lows)
-
Sippin' on the smoke
Exhale extra slow, slow, slow
Need to make it last longer
Can't let the feeling go
-
(Same highs, same lows...)
Can't let the feeling go
(Same highs, same lows...)
Can't let the feeling go...
(Sippin' on the smoke)
(Exhale extra slow)
-
Starin' at the sky from my balcony again
End of every day always go the same way
Yeah, I'm cross-faded, fuckin' isolated
At least I'm fuckin' medicated, ay, ay
-
Flick of my lighter, smoke rise with the fire
Everybody movin' on, I'm still an outsider
Loner to the bone, nobody callin' my phone
Get high to feel alright, tryna make it til the sun rise
-
Sippin' on the smoke
Exhale extra slow, slow
Tryna make it last longer
Can't let the feeling go, no
-
The night don't feel right with no stars in the sky
Fly me up above the clouds, wanna stay that high
City lights shine bright, but nobody can see me
I'm just the ghost of the person I used to be
-
Yeah, yeah, look at me
-
So fuckin' independent unless we talking xannies
Might be gone by the dawn, guess we'll have to see
You won't see me at the bar, in the car, on the streets
You can catch me on my balcony smokin' all my weed
-
(Inhale)
-
Same location, hoodie from goodwill
Feelin' the highs, but feelin' so low still
-
(Hold)
-
Same location, hooked at a standstill
Feelin' the highs, can't even feel the thrill
-
(Blow)
-
Flick of my lighter, smoke rise with the fire
Hit up King Midas, told him turn me to gold stone
Stoner to the bone, reachin' out slow motion
Lit up, need that green like O2, even when I'm frozen
-
Yeah, yeah, you already know
-
(Same highs, same lows)
(Same highs, same lows)
-
Sippin' on the smoke
Exhale extra slow, slow, slow
Need to make it last longer
Can't let the feeling go
-
(Same highs, same lows)
Can't let the feeling go
(Same highs, same lows...)
Can't let the feeling go...
Looking for constructive feedback or opinions. Style is alt-rap / emo rap vibes like mac miller 070 shake or kid cudi or smthn.
-
(Wanna get high, yeah)
(Wanna get high, yeah)
-
Wanna get high, yeah, escape from my reality
Wanna fade away til my day dreams all surroundin' me
Free climb, freefall into one of my fantasies
Best ones always got you right there next to me
-
Sometimes I wonder how my life would be
If I never ditched that fake town, posers painted it pretty
Didn't exist there, no one ever really knew me
Didn't belong there, no, that wasn't the real me
-
Three years in the future, I'm a sad ex-loser
Fight to move forward, step forward, little closer
Close as I can be, my past keep pace with me
Chase me down like Sisyphus's boulder, knock me over
-
(Yeah, yeah)
-
You know, rock bottom was a shit place to be
Parents turned crazy, all my friends ghosted me
Faded through all my days, all them drugs in my brain
Every day the same low, fuck no, time to go
-
(Go, go...)
-
Wanna get high, yeah, drive away A.S.A.P
Wanna drive away til the mountains all around me
Free climb, freefall into whoever I'm supposed to be
Ride all night long just to find my personality
-
Yeah, six thousand five hundred miles, I don't give a damn
Cross-country road trip in my mini-van
I don't need nobody in the passenger seat
Just me, my weed, and a kickass beat
-
Blastin' music so loud, all l feel is bass and speed
Blowin' loud clouds out the car window
Colorado highways settin' me free
Nobody sayin' nothin', they not fuckin' with me
-
Haha,
Almost got arrested but they couldn't catch me
-
Yeah, ended up at the edge of the country
When the land stopped, the ocean just mocked me
Cause all them problems still be right behind me
To be honest, most of them be deep inside me
-
Yeah, good times can never last forever, you know
All roads end, might be startin' to miss my ringtone
Lost and alone, all them drugs in my brain
Just wanna be happy and leave behind the pain
-
(Pain, pain...)
-
Wanna get high, yeah, fly away A.S.A.P
Wanna fly away til all new skies are surroundin' me
Free climb, freefall to wherever I'm supposed to be
Found then lost myself again like Orpheus and Eurydice
-
Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey
(Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey)
-
Six thousand five hundred miles, I don't give a damn
Flyin' cross the ocean to a new home - oh damn
Flyin' the sky so high, I haven't even had a hit
Got all I need - three bags, one seat, economy ticket
-
Crossed the whole fuckin' world, I'm far away for real now
No more paper houses, this city is for real now
Fell in love, my life be changin' in new ways lately
Maybe I'm startin' to feel a little less empty
-
Got the girl, got the view, got the life I dreamed about
Funny, my issues still racin' me, still breakin' me down
Still wanna get high, get the pressure off my mind
Fucked things up, but I'm gonna fix them this time
-
Wanna get strong, yeah, so I don't ever wanna run
Thought I could start all over, my mind couldn't come
Know I got a long road, long flight, long fight to go
Baby, need you right there next to me, you're my home
-
Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey
(Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey)
Looking for constructive feedback or opinions. Style is alt-rap / emo rap vibes like mac miller 070 shake or kid cudi or smthn.
-
(Wanna get high, yeah)
(Wanna get high, yeah)
-
Wanna get high, yeah, escape from my reality
Wanna fade away til my day dreams all surroundin' me
Free climb, freefall into one of my fantasies
Best ones always got you right there next to me
-
Sometimes I wonder how my life would be
If I never ditched that fake town, posers painted it pretty
Didn't exist there, no one ever really knew me
Didn't belong there, no, that wasn't the real me
-
Three years in the future, I'm a sad ex-loser
Fight to move forward, step forward, little closer
Close as I can be, my past keep pace with me
Chase me down like Sisyphus's boulder, knock me over
-
(Yeah, yeah)
-
You know, rock bottom was a shit place to be
Parents turned crazy, all my friends ghosted me
Faded through all my days, all them drugs in my brain
Every day the same low, fuck no, time to go
-
(Go, go...)
-
Wanna get high, yeah, drive away A.S.A.P
Wanna drive away til the mountains all around me
Free climb, freefall into whoever I'm supposed to be
Ride all night long just to find my personality
-
Yeah, six thousand five hundred miles, I don't give a damn
Cross-country road trip in my mini-van
I don't need nobody in the passenger seat
Just me, my weed, and a kickass beat
-
Blastin' music so loud, all l feel is bass and speed
Blowin' loud clouds out the car window
Colorado highways settin' me free
Nobody sayin' nothin', they not fuckin' with me
-
Haha,
Almost got arrested but they couldn't catch me
-
Yeah, ended up at the edge of the country
When the land stopped, the ocean just mocked me
Cause all them problems still be right behind me
To be honest, most of them be deep inside me
-
Yeah, good times can never last forever, you know
All roads end, might be startin' to miss my ringtone
Lost and alone, all them drugs in my brain
Just wanna be happy and leave behind the pain
-
(Pain, pain...)
-
Wanna get high, yeah, fly away A.S.A.P
Wanna fly away til all new skies are surroundin' me
Free climb, freefall to wherever I'm supposed to be
Found then lost myself again like Orpheus and Eurydice
-
Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey
(Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey)
-
Six thousand five hundred miles, I don't give a damn
Flyin' cross the ocean to a new home - oh damn
Flyin' the sky so high, I haven't even had a hit
Got all I need - three bags, one seat, economy ticket
-
Crossed the whole fuckin' world, I'm far away for real now
No more paper houses, this city is for real now
Fell in love, my life be changin' in new ways lately
Maybe I'm startin' to feel a little less empty
-
Got the girl, got the view, got the life I dreamed about
Funny, my issues still racin' me, still breakin' me down
Still wanna get high, get the pressure off my mind
Fucked things up, but I'm gonna fix them this time
-
Wanna get strong, yeah, so I don't ever wanna run
Thought I could start all over, my mind couldn't come
Know I got a long road, long flight, long fight to go
Baby, need you right there next to me, you're my home
-
Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey
(Yeah, this my fuckin' Odyssey)
People expect me to act normal when I'm dyin'
Tell me to keep it inside, stop talkin', keep it quiet
Can't do nothin' about it but keep tryin' to hide it
Screamin' my brains out but the screams come out silent
-
All this hidin', lyin', cryin' I been goin' through
Tryna make it through a day without breakin' down on you
Tryna make it through today without losin' my mind, too
Been tryin' so damn long, don't know what else to even do
-
Why we fightin' every night, baby, this don't feel right
Can read you like a book, but my words can't come out right
Been tryna fight for us, but tell me who's fightin' for me
Been broken into pieces but nobody can fuckin' see
-
You fallin' out of love with me
But I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you
Baby, we got problems
I know you know we do
-
No I'm never thinkin' straight, know that don't help nothin', don't know anything, fuck
Stuck frozen, slow motion, dissociatin' til I'm nothin'
Wishin' I could run away from my own brain, too much pain and shame
Painful to say but if we bein' honest we both got me to blame
-
Most of what's wrong with me is temporary, probably
Least that's what them doctors told me in 2023
No wonder you losin' hope for me
Hate bein' less than what you need
Really tryna fix myself, can you wait a lil' longer, baby?
-
You fallin' out of love with me
But I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you
Baby, we got problems
But I'm still fightin' for you
-
Gotta stop fightin' every night, baby, this ain't right
Can read you like a book, but my words can't come out right
Been tryna fight for us, need to see you fightin' for me
Been broken into pieces but nobody can fuckin' see
-
VERSE
-
VERSE
-
You fallin' out of love with me
But I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you
Baby, we got problems
I'll always keep fightin' for you
Now I see you fightin' for me too