u/madhouse6510

I’m looking to do a spell on my ex’s friend and now also my ex-friend since she played a significant role in manipulating my ex during out bad times and now she’s pretending to be naive about things.

Is there a spell to just hit her with a bit of karma, so she realises what she’s done and how her absolutely delusional stupidity has caused. (Ironically, she does nothing of that sort in her personal life and has a happy relationship.)

I’m looking to do a spell on my ex’s friend and now also my ex-friend since she played a significant role in manipulating my ex during out bad times and now she’s pretending to be naive about things.

Is there a spell to just hit her with a bit of karma, so she realises what she’s done and how her absolutely delusional stupidity has caused. (Ironically, she does nothing of that sort in her personal life and has a happy relationship.)

So my ex-boyfriend & i broke up two years back, but the thing is, i did love him and he loved me too, but because of his brain rot friends, he did some things that I can NEVER forgive him for.
Point is, after a year of on & off we finally broke up, but since i loved him, i let everything that he did go.

Few months back, i started learning about spells and tried a small one on him and then all of a sudden a few weeks back he texts me.. it’s not about meeting him/or clearing, just a hi & blocks again.

I guess the spell is working? I did a bay leaf spell with salt protection spell. (This was the first time I’ve done any, so I’m sure i may have some if not all noob traits :p)
But I’m in a dilemma at the moment.

Because I’ve been working on myself as well, the anger that i have towards him for doing the absolute worst is making me hate him again. Or that suppressed emotion is finally finding it safe to express itself.
I’ve also tried moving on, and I’ve just given up.. because I’m unable to be emotionally available with someone. Even when i like them.. i just end up crying and and panicking during any emotional closeness or even when anything becomes regular and comfortable. (Clearly my SP has traumatised and broken me apart :) )

There have been times when I’ve thought about doing a spell hoping bad things for him or spells for him begged for an apology or times when i just wished to marry him & have a baby. So that’s where I’m ranging from. I’m so confused.

The things I’m most confused about,

1. Can i do both him begging for apology and coming back together spell?
2. Should i instead do a spell for bitter things to happen to him? Or any revenge?
3. Do these feelings in any sort imply any progress?
4. Should i instead do a spell for removing any connection?
   [I don’t any longer know what i want. I mean, i still love my ex, no doubt but I’m also at a stage where he would have to beg his ass off and change 200073929202% for me to be able to be able to forgive him and I’m also tried telling myself that the things i expect are not realistic so maybe it’s better to move on.. but clearly I’ve lost myself there and i have been unable to do so :) ]

ANY SUGGESTIONS?!

I keep breaking my head over this daily, and any inputs would help!

So my sp & i broke up two years back, but the thing is, i did love him and he loved me too, but because of his brain rot friends, he did some things that I can NEVER forgive him for.
Point is, after a year of on & off we finally broke up, but since i loved him, i let everything that he did go.

Few months back, i started manifesting him and then all of a sudden he texts me.. it’s not about meeting him/or clearing, just a hi & blocks again.

I guess the manifestation is working? But I’m in a dilemma at the moment.

Because I’ve been working on my self concept as well (for myself and not just for manifestation), the anger that i have towards him for doing the absolute worse is making mr hate him.
I’ve also tried moving on, and I’ve just given up.. because I’m unable to be emotionally available with someone. Even when i like them.. i just end up crying and and panicking during any emotional closeness or even when anything becomes regular and comfortable. (Clearly my SP has traumatised and broken me apart :) )

There have been times when I’ve thought about manifesting bad things for him or times when i hoped he begged for an apology or times when i just wished to marry him & have a baby. So that’s where I’m ranging from. I’m so confused.

The things I’m most confused about,

1. Can i manifest good and bad for him together? Or will that just confuse things?
2. Be being confused.. does that mean anything in terms of progress of manifestation?
3. I don’t any longer know what i want. I mean, i still love my sp, no doubt but I’m also at a stage where he would have to beg his ass off and change 200073929202% for me to be able to be able to forgive him and I’m also tried telling myself that the things i expect are not realistic so maybe it’s better to move on.. but clearly I’ve lost myself there and i have been unable to do so :)
   ANY SUGGESTIONS?!

I keep breaking my head over this daily, and any inputs would help!

Okay. So amongst the so many things I have to point out, I’ll mention this one.
I came across this post from this bitch who is my abusive Ex’s sister. She is now a practising psychologist and was invited somewhere to speak. She isn’t on any big platform, TG! But it is so bloody triggering when that bitch advocates mental health when her own bloody brother was physically and mentally abusive and she knew it about it all along. That was a traumatising relationship for me and it’s been a good 5 years since it’s over, but it isn’t easy to still be able to live a fulfilling life because of the trauma that was caused.

All my issues aside, but when such demons advocate for what they are - within their household - ignoring, UGH IT TRIGGERS ME!

I’m writing this out of frustration and if any of you guys have any suggestions on how to handle this or even make people aware who try and seek guidance from her, please tell me.

I know her enough to know the kind of manipulation, power games she induces in every equation and what she has done! That family and these siblings aren’t out to do good!

Okay. So amongst the so many things I have to point out, I’ll mention this one.
I came across this post from this b*tch who is my abusive Ex’s sister. She is now a practising psychologist and was invited somewhere to speak. She isn’t on any big platform, TG! But it is so bloody triggering when that b*tch advocates mental health when her own bloody brother was physically and mentally abusive and she knew it about it all along. That was a traumatising relationship for me and it’s been a good 5 years since it’s over, but it isn’t easy to still be able to live a fulfilling life because of the trauma that was caused.

All my issues aside, but when such demons advocate for what they are - within their household - ignoring, UGH IT TRIGGERS ME!

I’m writing this out of frustration and if any of you guys have any suggestions on how to handle this or even make people aware who try and seek guidance from her, please tell me.

I know her enough to know the kind of manipulation, power games she induces in every equation and what she has done! That family and these siblings aren’t out to do good!