Hicbir yerde bulamiyorum. Baktigim her yerde satisa kapali ya da tukendi yaziyor. Normalde kitap kapagi takilacagim bir sey degil fakat diger yayinlarin kapaklari hep AI ve alasim gelmiyor acikcasi cok kalitesiz duruyor. Bir bilgisi olan var mi?
Ruyamda 4 kisilik bi arkadas grubunda oldugumu gordum cok eglenceliydi uyanip gercek olmadigini farkedince cok uzuldum. Uniyi bitiricem hala sadece bi tane arkadasim var yanlis anlamayin kendisini cok seviyorum ama ben de bi arkadas grubum olsun istiyorum. Tanisma asamasindan sonra insanlarla nasil arkadas olacagimi bilmiyorum sevimli biri degilim niyeyse bir sekilde insanlar beni itiyor benden hoslanmiyorlar. Tanisma asamasi bile cok zor kimsenin yanina gidip konusamiyorum ne dicem ki. Daha once hic bu kadar yalniz kalmadim ama o zamanlarda bile insanlar beni degil yanimdaki arkadasimi sevdikleri icin benle de konusuyolardi ama ona bile raziyim artik. Baska bi arkadas edinsem bile ikisini tanistirdigim an beni birakirlar daha once istisnasiz yasadim bunu biliyorum. Nabcam
Yakin zamanda cikma ihtimali var mi? Cok bilinen bir kitap degil sanirim ama
I know the title sounds entitled but theres contex. I have this best friend who is also an artist, we are both majoring in animation in the same class.
We were sitting together with my bsf in the class and i mentioned that i made new characters. A grand mistake apperantly. Then she said she wanted to see them which i refused at first. Theres a good reason why i did because i know that shes quite literally not interested in my work. Anytime i show her something that i made with passion shes just dead silent.
Of course nobody owes me anything but shes my best friend and this is NOT how i would act towards her. Anytime she shows me her characters i always try to engage with them, listen to their stories etc. Whatever she somehow convinced me to show my drawings at home. We eventually got home and she mentioned that she wanted to see it. I complained a little in hopes of her giving up but she insisted. Then i showed it and the embarassement immediately settled. The drawing was on the screen for like solid 2 minutes and she didnt say a single word, didnt even ask their names or anything. I just closed the tab and said yeah that was it. I closed my pc and hopped on to the bed to process my feelings.
I dont know why she always does this and questions why i rarely show her any of my stuff. Now i cant process my feelings at all and feel stuck. It will eventually go away but how do i handle this in the future? Am i dumb??? What should i do?? Talking to her isnt an option i tried that before several times. I dont expect her to like my art but she could at least try to engage with me.
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