I am a scumbag compulsive gambling addict and can’t quit.
I’m a married father of 4 with kids ranging from 8-23 and I have been online gambling all of our money for 5 years now. Some of the highlights are laying in bed with the power shut off still gambling. Working out in the hot Florida sun all day Starving all day and thirsty because I gamble my $10 lunch money, gambling all my pay the day before my sons birthday and loosing the house my dad left my family when he died. I can go on and on. I’m at the end of my rope, I feel like a total piece of shit scum and worst of all I failed my family. God help me.
Oh yeah and yesterday I spent our last $5 won $2,035 that we desperately needed for groceries and lost it all in less than a couple hours.
u/manicmushroomtrip — 8 days ago