u/mannuisbadmosh

I'm a neet dropper dropped 3 time still couldn't get the par score now I'm clueless in my lifee what should I do or what not

Although I've joined open bsc in biology almost completed that degree but beyond that I'm nowhere in life.

Spent my majority of years chasing the dream of being doc in neet 26 I was getting enough no to get a GMc or even semi gov would have been possible as well but I couldn't gather courage to study for reneet was suicidal as well

Anyhow gathered a courage for give exam and messed up as expected

Now idk what to do what are better options I don't wanna go in paramedical staff as well coz their life are messed up too

Is MBA a good option for me?

12th 84% 10th 72% doing (bsc biology)

I'm a neet dropper dropped 3 time still couldn't get the par score now I'm clueless in my lifee what should I do or what not

Although I've joined open bsc in biology almost completed that degree but beyond that I'm nowhere in life.

Spent my majority of years chasing the dream of being doc in neet 26 I was getting enough no to get a GMc or even semi gov would have been possible as well but I couldn't gather courage to study for reneet was suicidal as well

Anyhow gathered a courage for give exam and messed up as expected

Now idk what to do what are better options I don't wanna go in paramedical staff as well coz their life are messed up too

Is MBA a good option for me?

myquals 12th 84% 10th 72% doing (bsc biology)

I'm a neet dropper dropped 3 time still couldn't get the par score now I'm clueless in my lifee what should I do or what not

Although I've joined open bsc in biology almost completed that degree but beyond that I'm nowhere in life.

Spent my majority of years chasing the dream of being doc in neet 26 I was getting enough no to get a GMc or even semi gov would have been possible as well but I couldn't gather courage to study for reneet was suicidal as well

Anyhow gathered a courage for give exam and messed up as expected

Now idk what to do what are better options I don't wanna go in paramedical staff as well coz their life are messed up too

Is MBA a good option for me?

myquals 12th 84% 10th 72% doing (bsc biology)

So tomorrow after neet I'll end myself I can't face my parents and their expectations and especially I wanna mention MR DHARMENDRA PRADHAN OUR EDUCATION MINISTER

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I'll be going to centre alone ik I won't be able to perform as I did in 26 I'll crash my vehicle and I hopee ki I get my last breath there onlyyy , my dad work in hospital so he'll get to about it easily

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I never wanted to take 2rd drop ik my mental health was not on point but due to my parents pressure I couldn't help myself to take drop due to my mental Health I wasn't able to study initially afterwards when I tried it was late but I gave my all although I wasn't on par to get mbbs but I'd have gotten bds or bvsc something I was okay with it I was done with everything after 3 may although in the eyes of my parents I was still a failure my dad literally said that you are failure and looser

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Here come Reneet announcement I was devasted frustrated furious or what not I got mad that day and I couldn't help myself being isolated from last 3 years listened everything my parents said I did everything according to them never opposed them always behaved like a good son but they never asked me I literally begged them that please let me grow my hair please I want to see how I look in pretty long hair I'll cut them whenever I wants to I literally used say ki papa bass baalo k liyee matt Bolo baaki Jo bologe kr dungaa bas Mera Maan h baal rkhne ek baar rkh lene do pleaseeee but he never listened he and mama took me to barbar shop jabardasti to cut my hair , I never had a bit of respect for that mama I never talk to him straight away how he can be the one to force me to cut my hair, but nevermind I wanted another things

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I wanted to learn guitar I wanted to do singing I wanted to compose my songs ,they made me delete my yt channel that I built from scratch and got 1.4k subs literally the best time I also used to play cricket played some district level and I loveeeeeeeee cricket I left it all for neet now idk anything I don't do anything beyond mitochondria is power house of cell

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Now I can't do anything I don't want to live anymore I can't survive in this world I'm just a failure

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At last THANKYOU all I've always been here with different names some might know me some don't

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Take care everyone I hope you all will do well in your lifee

And jab tum sabke bacche hon please let them do anything they want to

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That to in though batting conditions , hoping for his century