u/metallicmurmurx

makes me feel like a 2000s juicy couture baddie

we’ve had her since i was 1, so i can’t even remember my life without her. we had to put her down today, she’s been slowly deteriorating over the past year and this week she hasn’t been able to get up to eat or go to the toilet. she’d gotten so skinny, it was like seeing a skeleton walking around. today i knew she wouldn’t survive the night, so we decided to put her to sleep. i pet her until she took her last breath.

i’m so sad, i don’t know what i’m going to do now she’s gone. she’s always been there. she was extremely talkative and noisy as most siamese are, so it’s going to be weird not hearing her meowing constantly. she was so sweet and calm, the nicest cat i’ve ever met and everyone else who had met her loved her. never bit or scratched. she was constantly purring and wanting to get under the covers for a cuddle. i’m going to miss falling asleep to that. my other childhood cat passed in 2021 at age 10, so now i feel like my childhood is completely gone. that part of my life is closed forever.

she had the funniest habits and quirks. she used to lick the radiator but only when it was on. she used to chew on plastic bags. she’d sit completely still and upright with her eyes closed, so we’d say she looked like an egyptian statue. she was an indoor cat but was quite the escape artist, one time when i was a kid she managed to climb onto the roof. she used to try and get as close to me as possible, even trying to sit on my head.

i already miss her so much, i don’t know how to cope with this. i’ve been crying all day, and i just don’t think i’ll ever get over this. all i have now is her memory. i’ll never see her again.