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I will be recommencing bc I don’t like this

When I told my bf *calmly* that I was really frustrated with xyz that happened at work, his response was “you get paid minimum wage so you should only give minimum effort” like bro that has nothing to do with the issue and I’m just fucking annoyed and stressed over smth out of my control?????? So now I’m pissed off fr

Literally only consumed caffeine today and all it did was make The Void vibrate and not even in a good way

Me: never tracks my mood bc I forget to do it
Me when I remember to track it: holy shit how am I living like this??

Back on my bs 🫥 Today’s mood board is bc I spent all day feeling completely void of any emotion or energy and then I checked the fridge and I have no milk to make n coffee tomorrow before work and I haven’t slept properly in over a week so I may commit a crime and/or perish

Got a phone appointment with my dr tomorrow so I can’t get more mood stabilisers, gonna float the idea that next appointment we talk about going back to a psychiatrist to reevaluate meds and ✨me✨ bc I been screaming for a bipolar type 2 assessment for years and every psychiatrist is a older man who doesn’t believe that young women should be diagnosed so severely but guess what bitchhhhhhh she’s almost 30, still unstable and the quetiapine ain’t doing SHIT