u/miataenjoyer73

You've never heard of me and that's because I never talked here. That's alright.

I think I wanna start making original stuff because I feel like people would tell me I'm a fake fan who is only making music because I'm doing it for the money. I'm not BenjixScarelet. No one sees me as a real fan of the media to be honest and it's not like it's any use of trying to dedicate a whole album to media anyways. We already have The Living Tombstone, CG5 & BBNO$ anyways.

Drawing seems to be the best since it doesn't take up too much of your time and not the viewers, and if I could, I would trade my music skills to be able to draw like everyone else.

And whenever I say I want to quit people just say "Oh, so you're doing it for attention?" I say it's complicated because I just want a healthy fanbase who cares about me and then they say "You are doing it for attention. Shame on you for not doing it purely for the art." Sorry I just want to be somebody instead of doing nothing with my life?

It's not like anyone sees my posts about me making kind of good songs based around my favourite media. And it's alright. I think I'm running out of passion for making music anyways.

Wish y'all the best and I really don't mind if you leave negative comments anyways. Encouragement is also welcome.