u/mimiianmo

They purposely stay and stalk this subreddit just to check who they can harass today, I made a post talking about my own story a few weeks ago and the hate I got from them was insane, dude get a life, they actually are so obsessed it's crazy, like unnecessarily rude.

I think it's so hard to talk about what I've been going through with words, but I'll still try

I am a 16 year old girl, living with an extremely abusive toxic narcissistic family, I'm talking mentally, emotionally, physically, financially, religiously abusive.

They're crazy, that's the easiest way to describe it with words.

they are CRAZY.

And I'm the scrapegoat.

They keep doing EVERYTHING they can to hurt me, they specifically target me, they keep body shaming, harassing, slut shaming, bullying me any way I can, trying to control or take away my rights ANY way they can, and there's nothing I can do about it because I try to speak up, I try so hard but they just get worse and worse

And it's not just my parents it's my little sister too, she's 13 but she's literally the worst, she purposely tries to get my parents mad at me, and she's admitted it, she slut shames me, body shames me, and I know if I speak up they'll do worse, so I try to laugh about it, but it doesn't help they keep getting worse and worse, and whenever I tell them it geniunely is affecting me, they get SOOOOOOO MAD and a thousand times worse, saying it's my fault and I'm so sensitive and that their lives are ruined because of me (because I'm different, I'm not following the same religon as them and am not willing to do the stupid stuff they say)

Like for example my dad chased me with his car once while I ran trying to find safety, I became homeless for two months because of it, the trauma of that event literally haunts me every single moment, and after it all my mom got mad at me because I wasn't willing to apologize to my dad.

They're crazy, they don't listen, they hurt me and they literally thrive off hurting me in ANY way they can, and if I speak up they get worse, if I don't, they get worse, and I'm just human, there's a limit to pain I can feel.

They're crazy.

I am 16, I've been wearing hijab for 5 years, two years ago I left islam, and two weeks ago I got the courage to speak up about not wanting to wear the hijab

My mom is the stricter one, my dad is more chill about it

I started crying and told them I want to take off my hijab (when I said the sentence, I literally gasped, I was so shocked I said the sentence out loud, I couldn't even wait for their response, to see if it was good or bad, I was just so shocked that I got the courage to finally speak up, something I've been planning for years but never thought i could do)

My mom was very open about it, saying she can't force me, but said that this is the day she feared and that I will regret it one day

Since that day, every single day I can't get a freaking break, I get slut shamed by everyone in my house including my little sister who is 13, at first when I took it off I felt so disgusting and dirty, it was crazy, I regretted it so much, I was so scared.

But they don't leave me alone, my mom annoys me everyday saying (yk you have to wash your hair everyday right) (you're washing your hair? You're gonna go bald, just saying) and so many weird shit as if I'm gonna put on hijab again if I start disliking my hair

That's not the worst part though, what I'm struggling with is for 5 years straight, there hasn't been a single day I've been comfortable in my own body, (age 12-16 mind you) that is the age where girls learn to form a relationship with their hair, or idk just dress up and try to feel pretty, so I am in finals weeks and just I'm so happy that im without hijab so I dress up and actually do my hair and try to look pretty but for some reason it's driving everyone insane, my little sister keeps insisting I don't be seen around her school, and my mom just keeps telling me how I've been not trying to take care of myself for 5 years when other girls have, and now that no one is trying to look pretty and everyone has life goals, is when I'm trying to achieve trying to take care of myself and look nice

I don't know it's just so stupid, they would never understand.