I saw a post here na interested mag-busking ha mags and it was such a nice idea. I wanna start doing it gihap kaso im too shy to do it alone 😭 I have a guitar, wireless mic, and speaker. What do you think, how will this go kaya? Anyone else interested in the idea?
EDIT: if ever, this’ll be a first for me. Mayda ba ito neednna permit or something? Or can i just setup and go?
Gusto la nam magpa-aircon somewhere kaso mahal kasi mag-check in. Cafe, resto, or somewhere comfy unta to spend the day pero di super magasto. Where do you recommend?
First three pics are my hair rn. Just wanted to share my hair history for some context.
When i was younger (HS) i had kinda big waves (last 2 pics). Then i cut my hair short and somehow the curls got smaller (4th pic). Then nagpa-rebond ako nung 2024 bc i wanted to straighten my hair talaga, but i wanted bagsak lang, not pin straight but rebond is the only kinda permanent choice i had. I tried treatments but it only lasted me a day or two :((
I’ve been trying to grow the straight hair out since last year and i keep chopping off the straight parts. Now idk what to do to make my hair look better, my curls are all messed up :(( Gusto ko parin ng bagsak look bc i think it frames my face better pero maybe i need to accept the fact na straightening is just not gonna work for me. So I want to try and embrace the waves. Would it still be possible for my hair to go back to the bigger waves when I was younger?
i love listening to songs that feel like this pic. This is from Lana Del Rey’s “Love” music video (check it out it’s sooo good and i love the vintage dream-like aesthetic so much). Songs like this just gives me an out of body experience fr. Other songs that give me feels like this are Midnight City - M83, Robbers - 1975, Electric Love - Borns. Suggest more plsss im making a spotify playlist!!
Seeing my batchmates achieve so much in life, earning more and having the luxury to buy everything I’ve always been dreaming of, like their very own house and car, traveling and going abroad, I can’t help but compare myself to them and feel a bit of jealousy/self-pity. We all graduated the same time naman, it just feels unfair for me na people already have everything i’ve ever wanted in life, pero ako I’m still here in our hometown, surviving day by day with a minimum wage job.
Ik it’s pathetic and i shouldn’t be feeling this way, and i’m not in any way taking it against them or have any plans to act on this negative feeling. I’m just aware of it all and I know how bad it is, and i’m trying my best na baguhin yung mindset ko, the way i feel, and to change where i am in life so i can actually move towards my goals. I just can’t help but think of it every night, kailan kaya ako aasenso like them? I have so many things I wanna achieve, I wanna buy for myself and for my family, and it’s just so bad feeling like they’re all out of reach while my batchmates are already achieving them. Ik this is so messy but i hope it all makes sense, kasi paulit-ulit lang to sa isip ko everyday.
Every time I express this feeling, the no 1 response is “iba iba tayo ng phase in life” and I totally get that. I understand, i know some people even have it harder than me. I wish i was motivated by that, but sometimes I’m not.
I know the solution is to stop comparing. I’m trying my best. Ang hirap lang minsan, kaya I’m venting it all out here, hoping y’all understand.