





sleeping while drooling and blushing what could she possibly be dreaming about😭😭😭 and with her prosthetic leg by her side its so cuetnsnsjx she looks so pretty ily hyu
no eyes cuz it didnt turn out good when i tried lol
i got this from twitter btw, the anticipation is insane LUHYU NATION IS GONNA GET FEDDD 🥹🥹🥹🥹
they look so gorgeous omg but im wondering this is the zombie stage au and not the one where they watch the movie right?? post might get removed
i did better than i expected tbh ill prob do more
so basically i think ocd is affecting my daily life but not enough so that i can feel like i can actually be sure i have it, even tho im considered asocial and spacy by ppl i feel like it doesnt actually affect me as much as the actual disorder should or that im just like that by nature and its got nothing to do with it, i never feel like it actually deserves to be acknowledged like diagnosed people’s ocd because they suffer much more than me from it and it affects their lives alot more (because it affected them enough for people around them to notice it enough to actually get them to a psychologist/therapist/etc)
then i often dwell on my suspension of having it and i feel like those edgy ass people that fake having serious complex disorders for the love of the game and that im invalidating people that are actually diagnosed with it 😪
this has been bothering me for a while now and yes im planning to go to a psychologist or smh but only after i come back from vacation which will be after more than 2 months from now
i had a really difficult time wording this im sorry even now im worried i might come across as ableist or smh 😭😭 has anyone ever had this experience before getting diagnosed ??
on the stage not only the idols themselves but the executioners are sexualized and objectified too, literally shirtless and making thrusting hips movement at one point, it seems like theyre feeding into the “big men having sex with small women” p*rn trope with how mizi is made to look childish with the amount of big bows and pigtails but i wont get into detail with that now
theyre like the robot like guards from alien stage, theyre operating for the system that exploits other humans against their own will because they dont even have one.
edit: yes im most likely wrong i js felt like writing bullshit at 11pm
i thought i posted this b4 apparently didnt??😭 2nd attempt at posting ts ig
not sure thou
white lily is that one variant thats half dec too btw
earlier in the career we see how she performs heteronormativity and sex appeal for the male gaze, getting exploited by the industry she works for which drives her further away from sua, in one scene she literally slaps her and in another when sua hands her some flowers she discards it like sua was some fan, being an idol has stripped the intimacy off of their relationship as theyre seen as nothing but objects of attraction that perform for the audience. (also mizi not reacting back to sua trying to kiss her and hold hands but thats later in the episode)
now moving to the actual zombie design, the dehumanization has become even more visible; shes wearing very revealing clothing which is the vibrant pink color(the stereotypical “girly” color which just ties back to her being forcefully squeezed into the heteronormative roles) and no facial feature is left on her face but her mouth. you cant even make eye contact with her; her eyes, the window to the soul is sold as some acquirable item, her idol persona has completely overtaken her identity and the only emotion that she can display is her smile as she completely loses her autonomy
btw i kinda suck at analysis so dont mind how im lowk js rambling lmao