Looking for Encouragement - Stepping away from Weed
Hello! I've (M 27) been using cannabis for about 10 years now, using it heavily for about 8. I'm planning on starting a 90 day break June 22nd. It's been a very difficult year that's included me having to sue employers, losing a 4.5 year relationship and moving back in with my parents. I feel cannabis has been the biggest barrier to living the life I want and connecting with my values. I'm hoping stepping away would improve:
Emotional regulation
Sleep
Motivation
Clarity
Consistency
Finances
Anhedonia
Self-esteem
Hobbies
Relationships
Career
Just to name a few
I told myself I'd do 90 days and re-evaluate but if I find it to be beneficial, I think I'm ready to step away. I don't feel moderation will ever be a reality if I'm being honest. I have great routines, self-care activities, hobbies, and friends already. The structure to support myself is there. I'm just terrified. I chose June 22 because that's 3 months post breakup as I didn't want to remove weed during the initial shock phase.
I guess I'm just asking for any tips, motivation, past success stories, or any advice. I'm feeling really low about life but I know I have what it takes to turn things around. I'm fearful stepping away from cannabis won't actually improve anything and I'll be stuck once again. Just looking for a little support and community 🙏