Putting a trigger warning flair since this could be read as ideation and past abvse mentioned

I have no friends, no job, nothing. All I do is take up space and break down over stupid things. I don't even know why I'm crying so much right now, nothing happened, I'm out of that "friend group" that mentally abused me so why am I so upset? Why do I feel like there's something I can't I fill? What purpose does someone like me have?

Edit/Update: Thank you so much for all of your kind words. I'm doing okay and I genuinely appreciate everyone for reaching out to me. It means so much more than you all know💗🫂

u/notnicolis — 25 days ago

It's completely okay! Sure I may be emotionally numb and unable to properly interact and connect with others now but its okay!! >w<

u/notnicolis — 2 months ago

I literally have no use at all, even if sell myself I'd have no value

I tried doing sfw e-kitten selling because I was desperate for some kind of income, but i got nothing, nobody talked to me, or bought anything unless they were a pos scammer. I'm worthless

u/notnicolis — 3 months ago

Would it be okay to dye a blouse?

Probably a dumb question but I've been having issues with finding my size with red jirai kei blouses. However I noticed a lot of them came in black and white so what I thought was that I could just dye a blouse that was black and white I could fit to red.

Note: Image isn't the blouse I plan to buy to try this with but its an example of what I'm talking about/nm

u/notnicolis — 3 months ago

Yes because they could totally have just said "no" to their groomer

Felt the need to mark this as NSFW and with a spoiler tag due to the nature of what was said here

u/notnicolis — 3 months ago