u/nuclearnarwhal21

I’m 20 and transfeminine in a conservative family that’s been fully down the Q rabbit hole for years now. There’s not much I can really say that’s special about my parents in particular. They believe in the typical “vaccines cause cancer and autism” and “great reset” or whatever. Needless to say they don’t accept me. They think my generation has been indoctrinated by the education system to be more accepting of queerness and that trans people didn’t exist till like 2015 or something.

I guess I’m just trying to accept that I don’t really have an emotionally safe place. I think I’ll never really feel safe or at home. Alone-ness is the only thing I could ever really count on. I’m trying so hard to discover and accept myself but it’s so hard when my family has only ever shown me scorn and hatred. I don’t love myself cause I don’t know how to love myself. I don’t think I’d even recognize love if it was right in front of me.

Anyway just feeling really alone and scared. Every time I have to visit or stay with my family they make me doubt everything about myself and my self worth. Just wishing there was love in my family instead of vaccines, 5G, the deep state, central banking, and fucking Bill Gates mosquitoes or whatever. :c

Hi so today I went to sephora and smelled a bunch of fragrances and noted the ones I particularly liked. They are:

Fugazzi magic mango

Phlur mood ring

Nest lychee rose

Jo Malone english pear and sweet pea (I even liked this enough to buy the little $30 travel bottle making it my first fragrance purchase :3)

My question is how do u go about finding out what your taste is in fragrances? Just dont wanna buy things without smelling them in person first or realize that a fragrance smells good on the piece of paper but doesn't really suit me personally or something. Thanks :3

Hai :3 so i made this demo and would love honest opinions on the song and especially my voice, which I feel ruins it kinda. The lyrics are sorta placeholder? except for the part that gets repeated. Thanks!