are there any other unlabelled alterhumans? i decided today that i choose to not label my alterhumanity, because my identity is very fluid and searching for the right terms and updating my identity every few days is exhausting.
can you guys recommend any visual novels with characters (preferably the main character/an important character) that sh? preferably cutting, and preferably on the thighs. so far i’ve played NSO and slow damage. these games help me with coping a lot
so… i hit baby beans yesterday. my mom doesn’t know i relapsed and i don’t want her to know. i’ve never gone this deep before, and i need some advice on how to take care of it properly so it won’t get infected. my usual depth is baby-mid styro. would appreciate some advice.
for reference: i‘m 15, and my mom and dad have been divorced since i was 4 or 5 (don‘t quite remember). reason being that he barely did any work (sat on the couch watching tv the whole day while my mom worked hard), and refused to sell his second car even though we were going poor because of it. recently my mom told me that my dad has been paying less for me than he should. reason being: he owns a company, but does almost all transactions illegally, which means legally his income is much lower than it actually is, which means he has to pay less for me. this makes me extremely angry, and to be honest, i wish he would just fuck off and die. however, i‘ve been desperately craving a fatherly connection with someone (just not my father). at first i tried online spaces made for pdfs, where i let myself get exploited in exchange for the fatherly love i crave. but over time it became
too mentally draining, and i had extremely bad anxiety and fear of my photos being shared somewhere, which they probably still are. can anyone recommend any other coping mechanisms, or ways to make healthy connections with older men? i really don‘t know what to do, this is killing me.