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IMMA GET 85 PLUS ON THE TEST IVE BEEN PREPPING SINCE 20 JUNE, I DESERVE THISSS LES GOO!!
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I'm starting my nu test preparation just now with some trigno concepts and nice amount of 2nd year concepts since I just gave the part 2 examination in lahore, is it realistic to get at least 85 on the nu test that is in 10 to 20 days? Some advice will be appreciated
I prepared for the maths exam every day at least 6 hours a day for abt 10 days, the night b4 the exam I studied the whole night , and when I got the paper I remembered nothing, it's not like I was cramming maths, I practiced everything, but in the paper I could not remember what was the definite solution to a question, i prepared so hard for it and I know I did, but got nothing from it which broke my heart gang, and it was not even nervousness I genuinely I could not remember what to do with questions, now I'm questioning my whole preparation techniques, and I feel like I'm not gonna get into a good uni 💔
18M feeling guilty over ruining my education.
When I was 17 years old, and I just got into college. I was doing just fine in my academics. But as soon as my final exams were round the corner my mom got phycologically disturbed (or something else , I don't know what happened to her since I am the youngest in the house no one ever told me what happened to her or what was the reason she got sick). I assumed it was because of her blood pressure issues. During this time she was disturbed she was reacting really hysterical and schizophrenic she made everyone really depressed (since everyone in my family lives together). But for me it was even worse because I did not know the reason to what happened to her, whenever I asked my big brothers they just gave me reassurance that she was fine which felt fake as hell. Imagine waking up everyday seeing your mum act so bad doing crazy shit when u know this is not her and that she is better than this crazy version, on top of that she makes u feel like whatever is happening to her is because of you( because I found out when I was born she started getting these blood pressure problems). During all this shit I still went to take my exams because, well... There was no other option. Whenever I started studying all I could do is think about her and be depressed. It was traumatizing. This lasted for like 4 months(in which I had my finals), After all that I barely passed my exams with poor grades. Now because the grades are bad I cannot meet the merit of any good university even if I try my hardest the chances are really low. I cannot get into the programs of my interest.
So is me feeling guilty justified or no,
I've kept this in for half an year couldn't talk to anyone about it.
When I was 17 years old, and I just got into college. I was doing just fine in my academics. But as soon as my final exams were round the corner my mom got phycologically disturbed (or something else , I don't know what happened to her since I am the youngest in the house no one ever told me what happened to her or what was the reason she got sick). I assumed it was because of her blood pressure issues. During this time she was disturbed she was reacting really hysterical and schizophrenic she made everyone really depressed (since everyone in my family lives together). But for me it was even worse because I did not know the reason to what happened to her, whenever I asked my big brothers they just gave me reassurance that she was fine which felt fake as hell. Imagine waking up everyday seeing your mum act so bad doing crazy shit when u know this is not her and that she is better than this crazy version, on top of that she makes u feel like whatever is happening to her is because of you( because I found out when I was born she started getting these blood pressure problems). During all this shit I still went to take my exams because, well... There was no other option. Whenever I started studying all I could do is think about her and be depressed. It was traumatizing. This lasted for like 4 months(in which I had my finals), After all that I barely passed my exams with poor grades. Now because the grades are bad I cannot meet the merit of any good university even if I try my hardest the chances are really low. I cannot get into the programs of my interest.
So is me feeling guilty justified or no,
I've kept this in for half an year couldn't talk to anyone about it.