u/okiadmit

Whilst my situation has gotten far more complicated, through worsening mental health, and severe, undiagnosed, physical health issues, that have made my mental worth all over again. And at LEAST 5 close bereavements in the last 5 years. And I ain't even got the energy to mention the rest, or what the shitty meds have done to me in the meantime. Absolute joke of a system

Carbamazepine - useless so stopped

Amitriptyline - psychologically dangerous so stopped

Duloxetine - useless AND psychologically dangerous and even worse whilst tapering off (got arrested last weekend)

Propanolol - useless but still on

Nortriptyline - useless and idk if dangerous like Amitriptyline or if what's happening to me now is related to the duloxetine withdrawal

What movies might make me feel that same magic I felt as a kid watching Labyrinth, Return to Oz, etc

Like feeling lost and immersed in another 'world' but also filled with wonder

I am craving escapism in the form of a movie that might give me that kinda feeling

Thank you

Maybe something with clouds, or a sunset? ☁️🌇

Edit: or Northern Lights vibes! ✨

Especially with the music-themed challenge this month, I think the dresser item would have been perfect as a vintage record player with a stack of vinyls instead 🥹