u/only1way0ut

Looking for recommendations for an artist to do a back piece. Non color. Super detailed cathedral burning.
Think Dom cathedral in flames.
Ta

Just wondering if it’s only me, but does anyone else when life gets heavy try to fill the void or create happiness by spending obscene amounts of money on shit you don’t need (only want) and then have a crash afterwards and regret doing it I just spent 2K last night on clothes and gym equipment Lego all sorts of shit. I don’t necessarily need it at all but at the time I feel like I believed it was absolutely necessary. Goddamn, just event human me with any of your own poor life choices. Happy Friday. I hope everyone is doing well and my poor life choice gives you a laugh. Not even sure who spends 600 on fucking temu- its me, i do. 🙃🙃🙃

Anyone else get overwhelmed by the amount ongoing chase of mental health diagnoses. Seems like every other appointment with my dr sees a new name or blame for all that is wrong inside my brain. Its so frustrating. Some days i want to put a bullet in it others i just flat out don’t want to know.

What started as a question about “do i have adhd” has in a short few months turned into “yeah, you do. But also you have autism, ptsd, gad, bpd” and traits of numerous other things.

Now my brain deep dives everything im alarmed at the amount of medications i was prescribed. The whole thing has just stomped out the little light i had left.

Surely it gets easier. Wish id never asked.

I feel like im am begging for the bare minimum. And i cant get it. Wven when i have given my maximum for over a year. Makes me feel fucking worthless.

Im just out here trying to work out how its taken 38 years Nd 12 months if therapy for me remember that i was SA numerous times by numerous people when i was young.

What the fuck. A literal brain explosion. How do you not remember that for 30 odd years then all of the sudden BANG!

Lifes shit sometimes