I hate that I didn’t study before
I know that I need to study right now
I hate everythingggg
Please tell me how to stay awake all night and still feel normal during the exam
Please tell me what to dooo??? Also I know nothing about those chapters.
I will update after my exam if I did well🥹
i could be v v wrong but lately i have been feeling so anxious about starting working at an office
i think i should start working in 2027 and i feel like the idea of waking up early every morning, sitting in an office and working really hard and getting scolded if i get something wrong
maybe having the worst colleagues ever
idk i just feel like working at an office is like going back to school but with higher stakes
and apart from that you can’t even take a lot of leaves
idk it just seems really weird to literally wake up every morning and go to work like how do ppl survive that🥹
like everyone is begging for a job but then actually doing that job is so depressing
i was thinking of having my own startup but it seems really risky
i was thinking of starting it while working so that I don’t have to do this forever🥹
I will graduate from UOL in August and I really really wish to work in Luxembourg or Dubai as an Indian. I feel like everytime I apply I get ghosted so I would be really grateful if someone could refer me or have a look at my resume and help me get something there Please I really need a job there since I have taken a loan and need to start paying off my installment. I really hope that someone can help me out with this
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I swear I will pray for your success daily and will be absolutely grateful🙏🏻🥹
It’s like ppl just keep ghosting and no one wants to help a poor girl out😭
i have always been v v ambitious
i have always wanted to be the best in everything and i have been patient
during my teenage years, puberty hit me real bad and i genuinely looked v ugly for 4-5 years of my life so i diverted my entire focus on looking pretty since as a girl u need to pretty otherwise world is cruel to you and somewhere i compromised on my college applications, i didn’t go to the college ( still in college btw) that i wanted but i still feel like the college is not entirely bad, its a good degree i would say but since its not a famous college ppl don’t really think it’s good
i kind of also fucked up my year 2 grades
also i have alot of things to be grateful for
i feel so grateful that i have started looking ALOT better ,i don’t feel pretty still but ppl seem to so think im so maybe it’s alright
ppl have started thinking that i am dumb bcoz of my college and i just hate that coz that was NEVER the case
i feel like there are so many things i wanna be amazing at but someone else always seem to take the crown
sometimes i just feel like it’s never gonna get better
someone who has always looked fine and never had bad puberty will still always seem prettier than me, like even when she isn’t
doesn’t matter which uni i go to from here, i still won’t be as good as someone who went to a famous uni for undergrad as well
also i could have gone to a v famous uni but i didn’t wanna take a loan for undergrad and idk i kind of regret it but also not really
does it ever get better?
will i always hate everything? will i always feel short of so many people even though i don’t even wanna be them
i hate sooo many thingsssss
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why is life so so horrible?????