u/painkinkincominggg

I will graduate from UOL in August and I really really wish to work in Luxembourg or Dubai as an Indian. I feel like everytime I apply I get ghosted so I would be really grateful if someone could refer me or have a look at my resume and help me get something there Please I really need a job there since I have taken a loan and need to start paying off my installment. I really hope that someone can help me out with this
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I swear I will pray for your success daily and will be absolutely grateful🙏🏻🥹
It’s like ppl just keep ghosting and no one wants to help a poor girl out😭

i have always been v v ambitious
i have always wanted to be the best in everything and i have been patient
during my teenage years, puberty hit me real bad and i genuinely looked v ugly for 4-5 years of my life so i diverted my entire focus on looking pretty since as a girl u need to pretty otherwise world is cruel to you and somewhere i compromised on my college applications, i didn’t go to the college ( still in college btw) that i wanted but i still feel like the college is not entirely bad, its a good degree i would say but since its not a famous college ppl don’t really think it’s good
i kind of also fucked up my year 2 grades
also i have alot of things to be grateful for
i feel so grateful that i have started looking ALOT better ,i don’t feel pretty still but ppl seem to so think im so maybe it’s alright
ppl have started thinking that i am dumb bcoz of my college and i just hate that coz that was NEVER the case
i feel like there are so many things i wanna be amazing at but someone else always seem to take the crown
sometimes i just feel like it’s never gonna get better
someone who has always looked fine and never had bad puberty will still always seem prettier than me, like even when she isn’t
doesn’t matter which uni i go to from here, i still won’t be as good as someone who went to a famous uni for undergrad as well
also i could have gone to a v famous uni but i didn’t wanna take a loan for undergrad and idk i kind of regret it but also not really
does it ever get better?
will i always hate everything? will i always feel short of so many people even though i don’t even wanna be them
i hate sooo many thingsssss
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why is life so so horrible?????